RUPTURED BEAUTE.

My new love.

2007-04-28T18:24:00.001+08:00

I find it difficult to keep up with th tagboard yanno !
I haven't found th time to reply until now.
Thnks for th over-flowing tags (:

; Angela.
You're hotter on th dancefloor ;) Hee.

; Lois.
What have you been busy with lately !

; Alex.
You're mia ):

; Mabel.
I've been seeing you, love ! Hahaha.
Eyecandies. *Shh*

; Maybelle.
Hello pretty ! Thnks for popping by (:
Next time outings please come earlier if possible okay ?
Then I can get to see you too. Heehee.
Tk care of yourself yanno. Hugs.

; Jennifer.
Haha thnks !
& your shoe is comfortable too. Lol.
Made your day ? Hahahaha.
Thnk you, u tk care ya.

; Denyse.
AHAHA I got it right ! Thnks.

; KC.
Scythia very happening yanno ;)
Linked you alr. Haha.

; Jialin.
Which outing ? Haha, there's many outings !

; Cindy.
Maybe I think smarter than you. Lol.

; Spider.
Hahaha. So sorry ! But pretty fun right !

; Shirin.
Hello, you are ? (:

; Gary.
HELLO.

; Felicia.
I linked you alr at lj (:

; Brandon.
You too ! & I've replied now.
Hahaha.

; Jacq.
Yes ! So nice to know you still (:
Linked alr at lj !
See you soon.

; Dola.
MY FAVOURITE GL EYECANDYYY !
Miss you luhs ? Haha.

; Geraldine.
When are we meeting up for dinner/supper again ! (:

; Bao.
Hey ! Hahaha so surprising you popped here.
See you soon again :DD

; Beefy.
Quite alright ! It's opened alr haha.

; Sean.
Updated alot at lj ! Go see okay ?
Hahaha.

; Minmin.
Pretty ladaye ! How have you been ?

; Tangguo.
I'm sorry, please don't be so sad alrights ?
I've updated btw.

; Shirleen.
My girl ! You still read huh ? Lols.
Where you ):

Ps I'm sorry.
My posts have yet to go beyond 70 entries aye.
& I'VE SWITCHED OVER TO LJ. HAHAHA.
Goodbye rupturedbeaute.

natalierants.livejournal.com

I know it sounds rather silly.
BUT !
Remember to change th links alright ? Haha.
Loves.

Imagine we had chemistry.

2007-04-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

; Angela.
Haha ! He's nice luh ;)

; Mabel.
Hello haha.
Hot partners are cool right !

; Jialin.
Fellow Scylops hahaha.
Nice to know you too (:
Linked you alr !

; Sean.
Alrights ;) See you !

; Aisyah.
Haha thnks. Linked you.

; Spider.
Mks ! Haha. Linked you also.

; Felicia.
Hey ! Thnks. Got a blog ?

; Tiffany.
I remember you too ! Lol.

; Gary.
Yes ! Great time haha.

; Ashely.
No problem (:

; Amirah.
Okay ! Woots.

; Joanna.
I miss it very much too !

Rewinding back to yesterday afternoon.
Bumped into Lois in th train.
Headed down to Simei, then Bugis.
Met up with th girls again (:
Ying. Jaslyn. Geraldine. Shir.
Lunched at BugisCafe.
Saw Abi nd Yanxin working there too.

Went to meet Brandon after that.
Used a bus to Tp where everyone was at.
Scythia had th most number of FOWs (:
Th performance were pretty good yanno !
Then came mass dance nd al.
Which we were highly anticipating for. Lol.
Ended off with th Jam&Hop event.
Went back with th guys after midnight.

Nd those below are from th workshop.
Quality of images not as pretty as Gary's aye.
Hahahaha.

Me. Jialin. Felicia. Tiffany.

Me. Angela. Joanna.Me. Weilun. Mabel.
With some of th girls (:
Me nd Alex. Yeaaa !

Linyong nd me ! Haha.This is CK ! Ophix's GL (: Somehow he looks familiar.Me & another one of my GL dance partner, Guanzuo !Super fun people :DDTh twist fad ;)Chiongsters after 12am.

We love th GLs !

Doh-re-mi (:

Lois nd Amanda (:Me nd Brandon.Me. Barbara. Joanna.Me. Joanna. Angela.

Went to th temple today. So anw.

Headed over to Ying's house late afternoon.
Watched 'Holy Daddy' with them. Haha.
Then she did th cooking for us. Yums.
I love th pie ! (:

Have been doing mass conversations with friends.
Many gossips going on hurr.
So so so so scandalous ! Haha.

Alright, need to update my friendster now.
I'm sorry I haven't got to write back alrights ?
Smth's wrng with th commenting.
Ps. Click on pictures above to enlarge.

Taking their pride away.

2007-04-12T12:37:00.000+08:00

; Cindy.
Yeah fun ! :D

; Shir.
Where have you been ! Haha.
Missed you too.

; Angela.
Oh my. Lol.
You didn't see right ?

; Joanna.
OEIII ! (:

Th third day of fow ended well (:
Ernie was our empire's best freshie.
So much of fun this three days.
They even gave us certificates haha.
Pictures another time yeah ?

Anw.
A BIG THNK YOU TO SCYTHIA !
& th sub-empire scylops :DD
It has been a wonderful experience with you al.
Especially being so fortunate to have such nice GLs.
Th prettayes nd th handsomes.
Th workshop was unexpectedly great.

Knowing new school mates (:
Some who are in th same course as me. Haha.
Will get to see them again very soon.
Nd of course, Lois nd Amanda !

Being taught th mass dance.
It's uber fun yanno (:
Danced with Nic, another GL nd Linyong.
I like th spinning part, though it makes me giddy.
Rawr ! Hahah.

Despite th hot weather, th activities were still fantastic.
Th performance night, water games nd 'Hunt-gry' !
Having to hold a guy's hand (Yu Fei's, I remember).
Hop on one leg. Kiss nd bang th wall. Pillar dancing.
Those silly stuff you can think of !
Nd there was th 'final clash' too.
Big, humongous lollipop. Lol.

We had supper together at cpf Macs.
They said it was like a tradition I guess ?
Th Ophix's GL, CK, was very nice too.
Haha. Took pictures before they left.
Was alr past midnight then.
Cabbed home with Yisheng (: That's al.

I can't wait for tmr night (:
I hope I can make it there with them.
Scythia oei ! S-O-N-G song !

FO on 19th-20th.
TP ROCKS !

P.s what's 'tongka tongka' ?
Oh btw.
I'm not Malay. Nor Ahlian.

He's only a step away.

2007-04-11T07:43:00.001+08:00

; Beefy.
You started school alr ?
Why, what's wrng !

; Alex.
Okay ! You too alrights.

; Denyse.
HAHA YES !
You should have came yanno.

; Angela.
Seriously ? Hahaha.
See you ltr, babe !

Today's th third nd last day of fow ):
But anyhow.
Yesterday was th most exciting.
:D
I'm expressing my BIG happy face.
Can you tell ? Lol.

I LOVE TH TP MASS DANCE.
Got two hot partners ? Lol.
& th chicken dance ! Hahaha.
Super cute yanno.
& th tp songs.
Temasek's me, Temasek's you, we are a team !

But there was photo-taking right after.
Though th performance was screwed.
Th rest made up for it.
So th day was still enjoyable.

Secret smiles (:

I'll kiss her under th tree.

2007-04-10T08:07:00.000+08:00

Thnks for th pretty comments.

; Chuwen.
Yeah, hahaha.
You're not in orientation ?

; Sheryl.
Yo Sheryl. Haha.
How come you landed in my blog ?

; Almy.
Yes, only we have to worry ! Lol.

; Alex.
Hahaha. Thnks sweet.

; Minmin.
Haha, don't know why also.
But it's just a random recall ya.
Thnks btw.
Nd so sorry about th fonts.
I thought th entry was too long that's why.
Lol !

; Angela.
Okay. Thnks for being so positive (:

; Cindy.
Hello girlfriend. Thnk you.
Let's al be happy. Haha.
Misses.

; Denyse.
We have each other yeah ?
Loves.

; Weilun.
Thnks I'm okay haha (:
That's not th point ! Lol.

Anw. Good morning, it's early.
A short entry before I leave for fow 2nd day.

So like yesterday was th first day for us.
Met up with th girls to register in.
Angela, Joanna & Barbara.
We're in different groups ):
I'm from Scythia.
Nd my sub-group is Scylops.
Or also known as 'scallops, very precious' (:

I got to see my eyecandy again.
& a few familiar faces.
Th rest are like total strangers. Awkward.
Made friends with a few girls.
Me, Loyce & Amanda always stick together.
Hahaha.

Mistakes we found only now.

2007-04-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

; Almy.
Haha are you serious ?
Okay I'll try, thnks btw.

; Denyse.
Don't worry babe.
For your case, you won't get fat.
Yeah, hahaha.
I think Arsenal sweets would be cool !

; Andrew.
Thnks kor. You too.

; Alex.
Alot more ;)
Been on my mind lately.

; Cindy.
Don't worry I'll share with you.

I was reading back on my previous blogs.

It got me thinking alot about th past.
How I used to change blogs.
Because I could never stick to one.
Rant so much about everything.
Being over-sensitive on some issues.
Making silly remarks, typing in paragraphs.
Nd most of th time being an emo girl.

I remember in those secondary years.
I always felt that my parents don't even bother about me.
Other parents used to show so much concern
for their daughter's schooling.
I was rather disappointed, because mine don't ask much.
They don't know my class, my subjects.
My co-curriculum activities, not even my test or exams.
I seldom head straight home after school.
So much so that I wanted not to bother about studies.
Yet it did me no good.
In th final year for th Os, they never asked.
They didn't know I was in th midst of my examinations anw.
Th day I received my results, I wanted to share th news.
But she rejected my call.

When it comes to friends, I put them in priority before th rest.
I could go nd help a friend out.
Rather than being at home studying for an upcoming exam.
I could spend my night talking on th phone.
With one who needs a listening ear.
Even if I needed my sleep badly.
But sometimes when I needed a companion.
There won't be anyone.
Like as if not even a single one of them.
Would want to put aside some time for me.
So what if you're labelled my 'bestfriend' or 'girlfriend' or 'boyfriend'.
I don't see it, I don't feel it either.
I get very envious when I know of others.
Who have such close friendships that last.
Be it for academics or personal reasons, I was at a losing end.

Past 3 years of my birthdays were horrible.
When I was 14, I had Aranda booked to celebrate.
Friends turned up, but main thinking only to eat th bbq food.
Cut th cake with me, nd leave.
From then on, I thought to myself.
Maybe it's because th examinations are near ?
So it's difficult to celebrate.
When I was 15, I had no celebrations.
Some close friends even forgotten my birthday.
But I can't get over my day just like that right ?
So like I bought a slice of cake nd went home.
Cried yes, but that's about it.
Then just last year I had my birthday wishes.
But still no celebrations.
I messaged my close friends asking if they were still free.
Yet no reply.
It was not any sweet sixteen like others had.
But thnk you Shir, for coming down to my house in th morning
Just to pass me my present nd cake on my 16th birthday.
I love you girl. You mean so much to me.
& thnk you Cindy, for cabbing down, picking me up.
Spending my last few hours going out with me nd al.
Like how th word spells it, girlfriend.
On th other hand.
I've never forgotten to wish my friends on their birthdays.
I'd remember their presents too.
See how upsetting it is for me ?

There are those times I had swings or I feel so down.
I vent my anger easily, nd through my words, even on friends.
Nd I apologise for my unruly behaviour.
I make them worry so much, I let emotions get th better of me.
Isolating myself. Hiding away during breaks.
Going to th back of th classroom to have some time alone.
Tears.

But I've learnt to move on with life.
Minor things like those shouldn't pull me down so easily.
In life, not everything is pretty.
I've got many more obstacles to face, this is just th beginning.
As said from last Monday onwards.
I seriously made my mind up to change for th better.
I'm alr not using anymore vulgarities, be it blogging or verbally.
I'm trying to make more new friends.
I'm not going to attitude at people or whatsoever.
But being nice to everyone.

-

Somehow I wish my friends could make my life much more worthwhile.
I don't want friends who only come nd go when they have no one else to look for.
I don't want friends who only take me for granted.
I don't want friends who forget th old ones when they go to another instituition.
I want friends who support nd share ups nd downs.
Friends who know th true meaning of who they are in th first place.

Jaslyn, Geraldine nd Jayne.
Despite our school stuff nd al.
We must have dinner out together still okay ?
& Shir.
It's so difficult between us, I'm going mad.
I miss you.

To those who alr found their closest bestfriends.
Remember to treasure nd not hurt.
Takes time to understand more.

I'm still searching for mine.
Al over again.

-

If only I could have someone who could stand by me.
Catch me when I feel like crashing down.
Hold me when it feels like th world's falling apart.
Telling me :

"I'm always here with you at your side.
So you won't feel lonely anymore."

She was dancing down th streets.

2007-04-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

; Lydia.
Fun ? Haha. So mean !

; Alex.
Hahaha !

; Weilun.
Why strange ! Lol.
We live in th same area yanno.
Not camp, workshop ;)

Fell asleep on th laptop last night.
Sorry for not replying on Msn.
It's an afternoon alr.
Have to go church ltr for smth.

Dad cooked muifan yesterday. Yums.
Met them to head to Queenstown.
Th place isn't as interesting as last time.
Food were so very tempting !
But no, Jaslyn nd I had to resist. Lol.

Used a bus down to PP (Parkway).
It was a really long ride.
Bought junkfood at Marks&Spencer's.
Took a train home from Paya Lebar.
I ate alot after it struck midnight ):

Anw. I'm trying to figure out imeem.
Haha. Anyone knows ?

Alright. Will update again.

Th least you could do was more than I needed.

2007-04-06T14:05:00.000+08:00

; Beefy.
It's alright ! My fault too yeah.
Prata please (:
Will be nice to catch up together.

; Cindy.
You seem to mia from me. Lol.
I'm alright, you busy girl ! Hahaha.

Dad bought me lunch yesterday.
I had chicken rice again. Omg ?
Went WWW with them.
Oh Tsunami was horrible.
Being sprayed at Shiokriver.
Slide-up is thrilling. Sort of.
~~Someone~~ was working today. Hahaha.

Despite using th sunblock, I'm chaota.
Dinner's sweet&sour fish with rice :DD
MILOPENG ! Lol.
Saw Weilun too. Hello, missed you.

My marmi used to tell me not to talk to strangers.
But I chose to ignore.
Strangers can always become friends (:

I find it somehow intimidating though.
When they start questioning me alot.
& asking to send over my picture.

Eeks. Of course not ! Haha.

But there's this lady who added me today.
So random, but she's really nice.

Anw. Meeting Jaslyn nd Geraldine ltr.
TGIF.
I don't really like staying home.

I feel lost.
):

I didn't catch th star.

2007-04-04T11:28:00.000+08:00

; Clara.
Urh. Bugis (:

; Angela.
Haha ! It's hard to imagine though.
Can't wait to see you again babe !

; Alex.
Yes. Lol.

; Denyse.
Eat more eat more.
Hahaha. Then see you on 23rd ya ?

; Lydia.
Hello (: Oh yeah !
Now that you reminded me.
I feel so gullible loll.

Trained to Bugis, got my jeans.
Didn't get to catch up with Beefy though.
Met Alex there.
Simple, pretty stuff makes my day (:
Had chicken rice. Yummy !
He taught me th proper way to play pool too.
Thnks for everything ! I enjoyed myself.

-

I never thought I'd have to think about al this again.
Just so happens.

I've got a thousand of apologies.
As well as a million of thankyous to them.
(No names will be used for personal reasons.)

Thnk you for guiding me.
Taking my first step into reality.

Thnk you for trying to always be there for me.
& I'm sorry for al this years awaiting.
But you're always regarded as a close brother.

Thnk you for helping me move on from th past.
& for th silly memories then.
Now. I'm happy for you nd her (:

Thnk you for those times we shared.
Yes. Faith nd fear don't mix.

Thnk you for wanting me as your girl.
For treating me very well.
That was th sweetest time I had.
& sorry for my mistakes whatsoever.

Thnk you for being such a sweetie.
& for making me th rose.

Thnk you for spending time with me.
It was nice company.
& thnk you for th rose nd merci chocs.
You're th first. Sweet.
But sorry I didn't accept you.
It was hard to.

Thnk you for wanting to try.
& for making me realise how different guys are.
Sorry things didn't work out fine.
I chose to let go.

Thnk you sweetheart, for being you.
I miss you, girl.
You're always willing to listen me out.
& sorry if ever I'm not there for you at tyms.
But I'd try my best to.

Thnk you for liking me.
You're a very nice guy.
But sorry, somehow I'd rather just be friends.

Thnk you for th pretty rose.
This is only my second one. Haha.
& I'll be your royal/loyal reader alrights.
You'll make it one day.

Thnk you for wanting to confide in me.
I found out many answers to questions.
Keep on pursuing.

Thnk you for al my friends.
Without you guys, life would be more awful.
& sorry for th past me.
If I've upset anyone.

I don't want to hurt anyone, anymore.
It gives a bad feeling inside.
What I want is to see smiles from th heart.

-

"In life, not everything is pretty."

Will be busy out till Saturday.
Sometimes I feel so tired again.

Poly has yet to start.
But alr I'm feeling th stress.
Smth's wrng with me.

-

Okay to lighten things up in my post.
Here's my nick a few days ago :

* ; natalie . ♥ HAHA HELLO IM NOT FREE TMR TIL SAT.

& I've got people replying me (lol?) :

____ says:
wah liu
____ says:
what a nick
____ says:
not free ?
____ says:
wah so happening
____ says:
i tot u like so sian sian 1
____ says:
at last got mad event ar ?

______ says :
WALAO NAT
______ says :
WHY NOT FREE TILL SAT?
______ says :
WHY?
______ says :
PURPOSELY SIA
_______ says :
have plans luh
_______ says :
hahaha
______ says :
u purposely. nice one
_______ says :
no really !
______ says :
its ok
______ says :
its ok nat
______ says :
its always like this

_______ says :
so someone is fully booked until sat leh
_______ says :
damn busy
_______ says :
wanna ask u out oso no space

____ says :
wa.. ur nick is like directing at me la

Sorry didnt mean to alright !
It's going to be a lousy last week of holidays.
I pray that I won't breakdown in school.

-

GERALDINE says:
want hear my school song ah?
GERALDINE says:
AHAHAHA
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
YA ! HAHAHAHA
GERALDINE says:
SHINE! POLY FOREVERMORE! -____-
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
HAHAHAH
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
yeah geraldine i can see u shining !
GERALDINE says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLL
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
if th guys were al botak
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
even more shiny !
GERALDINE says:
omgomg okok. don't get too high!
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
LOLL
GERALDINE says:
i also want hear yours!
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
Temasek's me temasek's u, we are a team !
GERALDINE says:
LOL!
GERALDINE says:
seriously, SP school song sounds like some NDP thing
GERALDINE says:
your school song not bad k!
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
HAHAHAH
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
sp not bad also ! got chance to have a record album
GERALDINE says:
LOLLLL
GERALDINE says:
my handsome principal
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
HAHAHAHAH
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
omg geraldine im falling for ur sch song ! like marching band : DDD
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
HANDSOME !
GERALDINE says:
lol
GERALDINE says:
oh oh when are you going to make your concession pass at transitlink?
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
im not sure also
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
when my matriculation card is given to me i think
GERALDINE says:
i think mine's around next week
GERALDINE says:
hahaha must show me your card ok!
GERALDINE says:
ahahahahhahaha
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
HAHAHA
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
but pls dun 'lol'
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
if u want, i allow u to 'los'
GERALDINE says:
OKOK
GERALDINE says:
LOS
GERALDINE says:
AHAHAHAHA
* ; natalie . ♥ uglyducklingquack (: says:
hahaha

You're th other side of my identity.

2007-04-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

; Denyse.
Yeah what's wrng with those meatballs. Lol.
Oh you like th chicken wing too (:
Th packing list seem more for like.
Th camp instead.

; Shirleen.
Yes of course !
I'll be waiting for you.

; Chuwen.
Hello back (:

; Hero.
Hey you're here again.
Hello hi. Haha.
Sea breeze must be your favourite.

It's a Tuesday nd I'm staying home again.
Natalie has a mundane lifestyle.

I love grey. Grey's hott.

April fool's fun (:
Pranked anyone ? I did.

Lunch with sister nd cousin.
Palm Sunday was interesting.
Palms. Poke poke.
Saw Mrs Teo again, looking good.
Dinner at 24hour.

I just love milopeng :DD

A long afternoon nap till about 6pm yesterday.
Two hours of pool with them.
Th joke of th day ?
I brought th cue out after paying.
Hahaha.

I've been falling asleep on my laptop.
Even before 3am.

Have yet to receive th email for workshop.
Why is that so.

But my mail for freshman orientation came.
So wlny forum says tp's haunted.
I would love to check it out one day.

I feel so random.

Anw. I made a new list again.
Here.

Th band came back from Hawaii alr.
Congrats on th silver.
I'm always proud of you juniors (:

/Fucking Sun Burn says:
u noe who is swesanger or something dunno how to spell
/Fucking Sun Burn says:
lol
* ; natalie . ♥ says:
what what what ?
* ; natalie . ♥ says:
hahaha i don't understand you

(HAHAHA so funny)

They were th perfect match.

2007-03-31T09:29:00.000+08:00

; Minmin.
Lol. Okay we'll see how.
Maybe not Sentosa ? Haha !
Too chaota alr.

; Denyse.
Yeah ! Are you ?

; Beefy.
Haha. Messaged you alr ;)

; Angela.
Oh ! I'll be seeing you then !

; Joanna.
Sure, will link you back (:

Good morning !
My breakfast is on th table waiting (:

Watched 'Music&Lyrics' on Thursday.
It was kind of, draggy.
To an extend I almost fell asleep.
But overall, romantic.
Bought another pair of coloured lens.
It's a pretty grey yeah !
Then met up with Geraldine nd Jaslyn for dinner.

Had two rice dumplings for lunch yesterday.
Busy with housework. My room too.
Last night I went to Ikea !
I got to try th meatballs there.
But omg. It's not to my liking.
Th spaghetti there was horrible too.
Why is there this weird, sweet taste ?
Dad : "Even Filipino maids cook better."

Fish chips in chives sauce were alright.
Th chicken wings were nice though.
Marmi nd him walked out after eating.
I was like "We need to clear our plates right ?"
Her : "Who says ?"
Me : "There. Th sign says (why should I clear my plate ?).."
Her : "Ya luh. So why should I."

Hahaha. Like omg luh.
Went over to Giant till midnight :DD
Spent over hundred on food. I love food !
Lots of my favourite junkies.
Almost everyone was buying th toilet rolls.
Super low-priced. Hee.

Bought two Silkygirl funky eyeliners ;
& th Garnier whitening facial scrub !
Thnks marmi !
Doing chores really helps me earn smth.

I've signed up for th workshop yanno.
Natalie has got to make new friends yeah ? (:
Okay have to help them pay some bills now.
Out ltr. Loves !

He caught her in his stripey pants.

2007-03-29T13:34:00.001+08:00

; Minmin.
Hello there (:
Hope to meet into you sometime.

; Denyse.
Oops sorry spelling mistake.
Cannot be greedy to like al. Lol.
Puma's nice though.
See you in freshman orientation too.

; Cindy.
Your 'soon' seems to take forever.
But yeah, we'll definitely go out ;)

; Faizal.
We can al go together for lunch ya ?

; Weirdlonergirl.
You are ?

Bought my black skinnies two days back.
We wore 'colour-like-traffic-lights' tops.
Saw Casxn at Tampines inter.
She's looking so very hott. -melts.
Then we had heavy dinner at 24hour.
A big claypot of curry fish head nd roti john :DD
Delicious.

Jaslyn's actions nd words were funny.
Imagine having a filled stomach.
It's so hard to laugh.
We were having difficulty then.
As if everything's going to explode out.

Collected my medical report yesterday.
Quick lunch with marmi.
Went down to TP to submit stuff.
Dad's horfun is yummy as always.
Had a long bus ride home. I like long rides.

Th enrolment stuff should al be done alr.
Anyone going for th workshop/camp ?

Fly,daddy,fly & SeducingMrPerfect are done with.
Korean hotties.
Shall watch smth else ltr.
It seems like eons since I last worked.

She's fallen for deja vu.

2007-03-27T03:23:00.000+08:00

; Denyse.
Yes th doughnuts are great !
So done your shopping spree ? Haha.
You like Jiro too ? (:

; Melle.
Btw. Why al of them are into Puma huh ?
Loll.

; Jasper.
Haha yeah ;)

Last Friday, had my medical checkup.
I was amused by everything. Hahaha.
Funny people. Awfully hilarious names we heard.
Even my name called-out, was so rubbish.
Geraldine, as I can see, must be laughing alot then.
Thnks for accompanying me btw !

After which we went to have some bites.
This bakery sells yummy pizza toast (:
Went Bugis to walk around after that.
Jaslyn came to meet us there.
We trained back to downtown for korean cuisine.

Saturday was th 24th.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GUANWEI (:
MY FAVOURITE PIE.

Did some housework.
Then left for youth mass in th evening.
It's been ages since I last stepped into church.
Th feeling's good to know.
Had dinner at Century Sq with th girls.
Got to see Mrs Teo with her adorable son yanno (:
But She questioned my nose piercing.
I think its a bad impression eh ?

Sunday was to have swimming with Jaslyn.
(Fine, I was just lazing in th pool.)
Lifeguards. Hott.
They wanted both of us to join them in a game.
WATER POLO. Loll.
But of course we declined luh. How to play ?

It's hard not to be tempted by food.
So we ate at downtown's foodcourt again.
Played pool at Funkyballz too. Won 4 rounds (:
Walked back to Whitesands.
Abandoned our heavy bags in th library.
Nd went off to th supermarket to get more junkies.
Hahaha !

Watched 300 alr. M18.
It's really damn good luh. Hahaha.
Spartans, prepare for glory ! :DD

I think my marmi's weird ?
She made me read up on 'Lasik Surgery'.

Her : "Read this article." -flings over th mag.
Me : "For what ?" -busy on laptop.
Her : "Lasik."
Me : "Huh ? Lizard ?"
Her : "Lasik luh. Go do laser luh, so don't need wear specs."
Me : "For what ?! Also no money."
Her : "See how much first lor."

Like wth.

-

I had this dream ):
But I'm certain it'll never be true.

I'm falling for Fahrenheit's 'Chao xi huan ni'.
Thnks Jaslyn for sending over !

-

Silly me fell asleep in th afternoon yesterday.
Trained down to SP to meet them.
I can't stand myself for always being super late.
Seriously. So like.
They have this student rates for Macs :)
How nice luh.
Okay th IT fair was like nothing.
Anw. Met into Cheryl nd Joan there too.
Found our stuff. Haa.

Dropped by town for awhile.
Bought a dark grey skinny polo. Simple.
Ying went off to meet someone then.
Saw Andrew kor nd his friends ? Haha.
Geraldine nd I bought our drinks nd went off.
Met up with Jaslyn to have late dinner.
At 24hour again. Loll.
Home sweet home.

Just did th online enrolment.
Some questions were so irrelevant.
Th dateline was pushed forward by a day.
I got a shock.
Thnks Geraldine nd Jaslyn for helping me !
Or else I would have panicked for not submitting in time.

I'd better get ready for ltr !
Going to do my SingPass with them.
Then photocopy some documents nd al.
Prolly go get some jeans as well ?
Haha. I hope so.
Really really should stop shopping after this.

You know its not a secret.

2007-03-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'm done with HanaKimi-ing !
OMG. JIRO IS EFFING CUTE LUH.
Loll. Yums.
Shall move on to dvds nd al.
Movie marathon anyone ?

; Denyse.
Your welcome. Haha.
Lj got f21 spree ? Where ?

; Ying.
Lol ? How would I know.
Staying home al th time is unhealthy.
Hahaha.

; Beefy.
Thnks. Oh my really ?
Oh yes. PRATA !
I'm looking forward ;)

; Felchy.
Sure will (: Haha.
Loves.

; Angela.
Of course ! Will remember ;)

; Andrew.
Haha no luh. Thnks kor.

; Cindy.
Waiting. Loll.

; Geraldine.
What frog ! You you youuu.
Hahaha.

; Hero.
Yeap Tp. Updated (:

Had my awful Monday blues.
Only in th night did my mood lighten up.
Met up with Geraldine nd Jaslyn (:
We had dinner at th 24hour.
Walked home after.
Surprised by two big boxes of sweet doughnuts.

I LOVE IT !
But someone ate my dark chocolate one.
Like wth ? That was specially for ME luh ):
Oh wells.
Shir told me to forget about it.
Fancy fessing over a doughnut ha.

Out in th afternoon on Tuesday.
Took our id prints at th interchange.
Then went to downtown for hours of fun.

We were craving for korean cuisine.
But it was sold out. Sheesh.
Tried th tempura ramen instead.
Used a bus. Slacked at th 24hour again.
Milopeng nd indian rojak ! Hahaha.
Chats. Laughs. Nice company.

Started to rain heavily after we left.
Geraldine nd I had a hard time going home.
My flats were soaked wet.
Nd thnks for th big unbrella ! Haha.

Yesterday was th best so far this week.
Get-together with school mates (:
Angela Sam Joanna Kim Felchy Geraldine Jaslyn nd I.
So like 5 of us headed for Kbox.
Th room was bigger than usual luh. Haha.
Sang nd snacked alot. Pictures !

We were in K25 wanting to sing even after 7pm.
Th crew had to chase us away. Lol.
Bought a simple necklace from Diva too.

Okay I promise, no more spending please.
Loll.
No choice but to stay home today.
I was in bed until 7.35pm when marmi came back.
Showered. Had my dinner.
Nd finally a long update for my blog :DD

I used to have it al.

2007-03-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

; Denyse.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GIRL !
Yaya, it's th one at Marina Sq.
Haha see you then ;)

; Angela.
Yes, super spicy eh ! Lol.
Miss you too babe (:
Haha. We can lunch tgt in TP !

; Chener.
Loll. Shhhh, embarrassing.
Glad you liked th rose.

; Minmin.
Hello pretty ! Haha (:
Byeee.

; Shir.
Yeah, miss you.

Couldn't tolerate staying home yesterday.
Lol. Met Cindy nd we went to town (:
Had my fried mars bars from Chippy's.
Nd my minty sugarcane juice.
Bought a top for my sister from Hula & Co.

Effing cute right.
Like omg ?
I don't know why I'm so nice to her loll.
Went Forever21 to get my basic too.
Trained back to th 24hour.
Had dinner alone ):
Then this cute little girl looked over.

Her : "You are pretty !"
Me : (I heard as greedy) -smile back.
Her : "You are pretty ! Hahahaha.. "
Me : (Urh okay ? Don't think so) -laughs.
Her : -burst out laughing even more.

She nd her little brother started talking to me ?
More like questioned me ALOT.
Hahahaha.
Then she ended off saying "Why are you so nice ?".
Then goodbyes to th family.

Yinkhuan came over after.
Had a bottle of breezer nd snacked.
Thnks for walking me home !
I suppose its not really ideal to go out so often.
But I can't help it ?
Somebody please stop me alr.
I must have self-control nd not spend more.

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* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
-random
A smile is all that it takes. ( : says:
blog?
A smile is all that it takes. ( : says:
IM NOT GERALDINE, MAM.
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OMG !
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HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA

-

It got me thinking.
I'm not really nice.
But I'd change to be better.

Have you ever felt like you're being substitute ?
When your friends don't have other company.
Then they'd only ask you out or etc.
Yet when you needed someone, there's no one.
Nd you find yourself wondering why you cared so much.
Why you put friends before other stuff.
Blamed it on yourself for being so naive.
There's been countless time I felt this way.
Call me sensitive or whatever.
Can't be bothered alr luh.
Because nobody would really understand anw.

I constantly remind myself to get used to it.
What's a true mate like huh.
Where can I get one ?

I think I'm going to be fine being single.
I don't even look like I'm attached.

-

Didn't go anywhere today.
I only had lunch, quite hungry now.
Nd there's no food at home ?
DIETTTT.
Anw. Th poly package came alr.
Had adrenaline rush at th sight of it.
I thought I'd only find newspaper inside ? HAHA.
Lots of forms instead.

You were someone else.

2007-03-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Oh my tiann. My tagboard loll.

; Guanwei.
Hahaha. Thnks for th info.
You know quite alot of stuff ya !
I'll choose between th two then.

; Chener.
Yeap, ahah. Not bad huh.

; Ccg.
Oh its okay, no problem.

; Melle.
Hello. Haha got it.
I think Macbook will suit you (:
You're good at designs.

; Denyse.
Lol. Chilling.

; Cindy.
Hey girlfriend !
I miss you too (:

Yesterday's Kuishinbo was to th extreme.
With Geraldine, Jaslyn, Beefy nd Ying :D
We ate in huge portions, continuously without fail.
Teppanyaki, tempura, soba, sushi etc !
Chocolate fondue too. Sinful indulgence.

Yummilicious. Ate to our heart's content.

Don't you wanna ? ;)

It was my last day of work.
I gave them th butterfly chocolates (:
Th owner wanted to treat me to dinner too.
But I was too full from th buffet. Lol.
So like I went home after.
Met into Yinkhuan ? Hahaha.
Chatted over th hfone last night.

-

Shopping today with Chener (:
Lunched at Bugiscafe first.
We had our seafood baked rice nd floats. Pretty good.

Bought three tops nd a black cardigan.
Th prices were alright except for th long sleeve top.
Chats with th familiar people at Bugis. Haha.
Then we dined at th same place still.
Ate th Aglio olio pasta. Omfg ?
Too much chilli padi again. Hot stuff.

Trained back to Tampines.

Snapped pictures.
Most of th shops were closing alr.
I'm growing fatter ! Eeks.
Even Chener says so ):
But makes me more motivated to exercise.

I've reached my limit of splurging over hundred ):
No more shopping for now.

There's nothing we could do.

2007-03-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

; Denyse.
Haha yeah. Sure thing !
What's yours btw ?

; Minmin.
Alright I got it.
Hi-bye friend is fine enough (:

; Ying.
Hahahah. Okay.

; Andrew.
Xie xie ni ahkor.

In 8hours time I'll have to wake up.
Get ready nd meet th girls.
KUISHINBO ! Loll.
Don't we love to indulge in food ?
Nd snapping of photos (:

Anw. Was late for work.
I was so effing bored sitting there.
Talking to people when they approached me.
Other than that. Nothing much.
Junkfood munching.

Will you still be reading this blog ?
Anw. I was surprised you came over.
Thnks for th fishball noodles.
It was really good (:
Dang. I'm even MORE guilty conscious now.
How ?
Feels silly saying this but.
Omg, I almost cried.
Somehow, I bet you're a really good sister.
Thnk you, nd tk care.

So like Jaslyn nd Geraldine came :D
Saw Chee guan as well. Haha.
They waited for me to close th shop.
Then we trained back to 24hour.
Th pasar malam extended ! Walked through.
Had our desserts nd laughs.
Home after.

Hahaha. Goodnights.

Tell me a story.

2007-03-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

; Chener.
Why Hp not good ?

; Melle.
Macbook too expensive haha.
Need to get th Windows nd al as well.

; Denyse.
Okay haha, you're smart luh.
Urh. If take colourful laptops.
Next time might regret huh.

; Shirleen.
You're welcome love (:

; abc.
Hello, no problem.
It's from Mng.

; Ying.
Haha. What's V ?

; Guanwei.
I'm confused.
Why do you say Hp good ? Lol.
What you meant by overpriced ?

My girl, Ms Shirleen Yong.
Woke me up at 8.03am yesterday morning.
Omg ? Hahahaha.
She was craving for Macs breakfast.
So like I had to drag myself out of bed ):

Had th SUPER evms nd al.
Ate like a pig. Loll.
Then we trained to Tampines to walk around.

Meiyun, Shir's cousin was there.
Saw Gwenda with Valerie too.
Caught up a little.
After which I went off for work.

Met th two girls. Loll.
It was raining heavily, bad sales.
Ahkor nd Chee guan came down again ! (:
So we had dinner together at th foodcourt.
Thnks for accompanying me back to th inter !
Met up with Cindy ltr for pasar malam.
Horrible one though. Walked back home.

-

I've got smth else to say.
Unsure if you'd bother or not.
Or whether it's too late.
But I'm sincerely sorry for misunderstanding you.
Seriously. Right from th start.
I didn't know until th last minute.
I take back those awful words nd al.
I've deleted th tag nd th paragraph.
No more blogging about that.
My apologies.

Btw, you're pretty.
But I've never got a chance to say that.

You're a royal candy.

2007-03-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

; Denyse.
Haha thnks ! (:
Aww, but I'm quitting this week.
Yeah, it's taken like weeks ago ?
So my fringe grow alot longer alr.

; Melle.
Haha. Hmms.
I'll think about it ? ;)

; Angela.
Look nicer ? Loll.
Pictures can be deceiving huh.

; Cindy.
Girlfriend ! Haha.
Thnks.

Went for th IT show yesterday.
I'll be getting a new laptop (:
But not from th crowded sales.
Sony Vaio or Hp.
Think I'm being rather silly not taking Asus.
Because I don't like th design.
There was some serious human traffic at th link.
Had a hard time rushing to work.
So like I was late for 1hour & 17minutes.

Business was horrible for a weekend.
But Jayne nd Jaslyn came down to see me (:
Really made my day alot better.
Thnk you girls !
There was this malay lady who came by.
She thought I was a malay ):
So she asked "5dollar, tak boleh ?"

WO SHI HUA REN LEH. Aiyo.

Closed th shop myself nd went to find girlfriend.
Cindy nd I had supper again at 24hour.
I like my dumpling ramen. Haha.
Girl talks are ALWAYS enjoyable.

I've watched th 'Epic movie' alr !
Before I went to bed ;)
Thnks Weilun ! Have others ? Haha.

-

Pardon my hostility nd crudeness here.

I abhor people who make use of others.
What a rotten mouth you have.
Just because you have NO FRIENDS YET.
Fancy putting my girl in a tight spot.
You horrible twit.

-

Monday blues ?
Th korean show this afternoon was nice.
Work still th same. No more girlfriend ):
Ahkor nd Chee Guan came Bugis too !
Hahahahah.
End slightly earlier so trained back home.
I went to buy junkfood from Ntuc.
But I left them at th cashier after paying.
Omg luh ? How.

I'm quitting my job this Thursday btw (:
I can't wait for Kuishinbo !
Hen hao leh ! Hahaha.

You remind me of a girl I once knew.

2007-03-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

I've replied to th other messages.

; Chener.
Wait okay ? (: Thnks.

; Denyse.
Serious huh ? Why so kiasu ? Lol.
Saw you again today ;)
Looking good huh.

-

I find it difficult to appreciate myself.
I hate being a girl.
My mood's quite down today.
Don't ask why.
It's pretty much complicated.
Being reminded about it makes me _.

I needed so badly to talk to someone.
I'm sorry if I disturbed you Shir.
Nd sorry to whoever I'm chatting with online.
Because I'm emotionally drained alr.

Ying, next time you feel like it right.
Call me along.
I've also sat at places doing nothing but stone.

-

People have been ordering th couple shirts.
But it's like th stock's not in. Bah.
Ahkor came by again with his friends (:
We took a picture together. Haha.

Went shopping with Cindy after work.
Bought a new pair of black pumps.
I love sales. Exclaimation mark.

Eyeing on another as well. Need to reserve.
Shall get it when I go shopping again at Bugis.
With Chener (: Okay ?

Okay th picture not really nice.
Because she haven't send me th others.
So anw.
Down to 24hour as usual with girlfriend.
Had th wing set meal. Yumms.

-

But then again.
I'm used to pretending I'm okay.
Most of th time.

-

Year 2001

How old were you?
> 11.
Where did you go to school?
> Sacp.
Where did you work?
> Studying.
Where did you live?
> Pasir Ris.
Where did you hang out?
> Friends' places.
How was your hair style?
> Fringeless. A long ponytail.
Did you wear braces?
> Nope.
Did you wear glasses?
> Yeah.
Who was your regular-person crush?
> This guy *shh*.
How many tattoos did you have?
> None.
How many piercings did you have?
> Two.
What car did you drive?
> Bicycle.
What was your favorite band/group:
> Linkin Park. Red Hot Chilli Peppers.
Limp Bizkit. Backstreet Boys. Lol.
Worst fear?
> Dental treatment.
Gotten drunk?
> Nope.
Had you driven yet?
> Nope.
Had you been arrested?
> Nope.
Had you been to a real party yet?
> Not those wild type.
Had your heart broken?
> Nope.

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW!!!**
_______________________________________

2007

How old are you?
> 16 going on 17.
What grade are you in?
> Graduate.
School?
> Posted to TP.
Where do you work?
> Bugis. Nbyn. Bugis again.
But quitting alr.
Where do you live?
> Pasir Ris.
Where do you hang out?
> Town, Bugis, Tampines or Pasir Ris.
Do you have braces?
> Nope.
Do you wear glasses?
> At home. I wear contact lens out.
Still talk to any of your old friends?
> Gladly yes.
Who is your celebrity crush?
> Hyori & Park Eun Byul.
How many piercings do you have?
> 6.
How many tattoos?
> None.
What kind of car do you have?
> Toy.
What is your favorite band/group?
> There's too many.
It's th songs that are nice.
What is your biggest fear?
> Being a loner. Death.
Have you gotten drunk?
> Nope.
Have you been arrested since if so how
many times total?
> None.
Has your heart been broken?
> Yeah. Nd I don't like it.

Just dance with me.

2007-03-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

; Denyse.
That's why !
So we'll have to meet up for lunch okay ?
See th schedules first.

; Jasper.
Okay sure.

; Beefy.
Haha. There's always T&C yanno ?
How can your sister don't trust you !
Lol.

; Ying.
What are you trying to do ? Loll.

; Guanwei.
Haha. Yeah that one.

; Cindy.
So you should comment more often.
Heehee.

; Melle.
Oh I see.
But online shopping difficult ?

My grandma found my shop in Bugis !
Omg ? So nice right.
She even bought me food nd sugarcane juice.
Then some dried scallops nd al to bring home.
But told me not to work there too.

Ahkor didn't know I tapped.
Hahahaha. His friend had to call him for me.
Sat down nd talked alot funny stuff.
Thnks for sending me th songs !
Th owner came nd they went off.
So I could eat my duck rice loll.
Bought a new pair of earrings (:
Trained back with Cindy.

Alright. Dad just brought home chicken rice.
Need to eat now.
I've got to go work again ltr.

-

Oh bananas !
Marmi just reminded me.
I haven't gone to th IT show for laptops.
Nd tmr is th last day ):
I want a new laptop for polyy.
Gah.

Maybe we could be better off alone.

2007-03-09T02:06:00.000+08:00

; Hero.
Food is good ! Haha.

; Denyse.
Yes ! Remember th 3 musketeers ? Lol.
Urh. I think she blow-dry it.
Not bad right ? Haha.

; Guanwei.
Seriously.
Okay th ambience quite alright.
But th waitress was so bitchy !

; Lydia.
Oh another Mars-bars-fan !
Hahaha.

It's a friday ! (:

Yesterday was just ____.
But marmi came by th shop at night ?
My Guess watch is fixed !
Bought me fish noodles as well. Yumms.

So like I bought a top from Xinxin's shop.
Thnks for th discount !
Then walked into another lady's shop.
My eyes were fixed onto this top.

I've seen at other places, but cost more.
So like there's sales. Last piece.
Just get it :D
I think my taste for clothes quite bad huh.
Hahahahah.

Cassan is off for her school camp.
She took my Kappa Germany bag nd Lecoq jacket.
Oh my.
Don't roll on mud. Don't roll on mud.

Ahkor says he's going to Bugis ltr.
So if I spot him again must tap him.
Hahahaha.
But come to think of it.
Kind of embarrassing for me luh.

Okay I've got to prepare for work now.
Don't want to be as late as yesterday or else.
Anw. I think I have to quit soon ?
Marmi hates it that I'm working there.
Wtf. She says its "low".

I tried to.

2007-03-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

; Melle.
Is online shopping much cheaper or ?
Yeah I saw you with Zonia :D
Hahaha.

; Shir.
Hi favourite girl.

; Ying.
What's wrng with th class picture ? Lol.
I'm their fan, that's why ! (:
I will, I will.

; Chener.
I thought you forgotten about me ):
Yay. I'll date you out okay.
Wait for my call or message !

; Denyse.
I miss you !

So like we missed th breakfast on Tuesday.
Effing sad luh ? ):
Had Ya Kun instead. Lol.
I very well know that Shir likes it. Alot.

Took random pictures at exclusively hers.
Lazed around until th time slot arrived.

Bought th tickets for th movie.
Our seatings were stolen by A FAT GUY.
Fucking inconsiderate please.
'Pursuit of Happyness'. Not bad (:
I was so happy for th guy nd his son.
That my nachos flew. Hahahahah.

Then used a bus down to Bedok.
Did out eyebrows there.
Went off to Parkway, dinner at FishnCo.
Then to some lousy place called Blooies. Bitch.
Trained back to 24hour nearby.
Wasn't very happy over smth.
I had to talk to my girl ):
A guy overheard me somewhere.
Must have thought I'm insane.
Thnks Weilun for lending me th movie !

Yesterday went back for work.
I love Mars bar. Sweeeett.
Sales was pretty much alright.
There was this two foreigners gaying to th music.
Hilarious okay ! Lol.
Bought a belt at discount thnks to th guy (:
Nd Sherri gave me junkfood. Yum.
Went to find Cindy after that.
Girlfriend nd I went to 24hour again for supper.
Th uncle recognised us alr. Haha.
Sent her home again.

Slacked awhile there before going off.
Reached home after 1am.

We live in a happy house.

2007-03-06T09:32:00.000+08:00

; Melle.
Haha really ?! You go out shopping right ?
Yeah those Olevel period.
Lol.

; Denyse.
Omg. Th pork chop was tough luh.
Hahaha.

; Beefy.
Aye ! I didn't know haha.
Okay I'll call you next time round ;)

; Geraldine.
Quan bu dou ke yi ?
Ni hen hao leh ! Lol.
Thnk you love (:

7.48am I switched th laptop back to mode.
Th postings were alr available !
Typed out my NRIC to log on for more.
Anticipating th course to show on screen.

I've got T01 Business/Logistics & Ops Mgt/Marketing.

Fuck luh. What a choice to make.
Didn't get th business course I really wanted.
Regret not following my heart.
(Because actually I wanted Design too)

I woke up Cindy nd Shir. Ehehehehh.
Everyone's asking one another online now.
Busy Msn for a morning.

-

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?
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
really. can try ?
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
hahahahh
Francesc Fabregas says:
yeah i will
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
HAHAHAH
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
"my mama don't want me play with science,
so i can juggle my maths in business"

-

Met Geraldine nd Jaslyn at Whitesands yesterday.
Thnks for th strawberry smiles.
Then went off to Syy's house haha.
Talked. Ate. Fell for Hyori.
Hahahahahah.
Park Eun Byul (sp?) is super cute luh.
Thnks for th ferero rochers.
Trained down to Bugis to find Cindy girlfriend.
Had mee kuah, supper at 24hour.
Chats. I don't like those people who judge.
Walked her back home again.
Such a far distance. Oh my.

-

I kind of miss school alot lately.
It's like th times when we al had th most fun.

Oh wells.

-

I'm going to meet Shir ltr (:
We're going for Macs breakfast at Tampines.
Haven't had it for mths.
Then catch a movie there too.

See you.

It's never too late to rewind.

2007-03-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

It seems like having off days are useless.
When everyone else have other plans.
Makes me feel like I-HAVE-NO-FRIENDS ):
I just realised.
My life. It's like. Seriously saddening.

I want to shop, but too much self-shopping ?
I want to eat, with no company ?
I want to catch a movie, where's others ?
I want to pool, but how can I play by myself ?
I want to go jogging or swimming, again alone ?

Couldn't there be a day that friends meet up ?
Shir. Jaslyn. Geraldine. Jayne. Beefy. Syy. Cheryl.
Can I miss you girls.

-

Ni na me ai ta.
To love two persons.
Not knowing which to let go of.

Everytime I think about it.
Or when people talk about it.
I just feel like breaking down.

-

Syy, thnks (:
I'm going to her place ltr.
Shall get some junkfood nd al.

They just glanced nd walked on.

2007-03-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

Dad cooked lunch yesterday afternoon.
Was late for work again. Hahahah.
I'm loving th tee.

Went to th shop, Tangerine Tofu.
Bought a new top. Sweet right.
Had dinner at HongKongCafe.
Trained home.
I've got my off day tmr.
Shall do housework nd al before going out.
Mars bar, mars bar !
Anw. Happy birthday marmi (:

Posting will be out tmr alr.
Oh my tiann.
I remembered back then I did this :

Somehow I wanted it for L1r5.
Yet it was my L1r4 results.

These are my chosen courses.
Nd it's highly doubtful I can get into 1st choice.

[Edit 3.34am]

Omfg.
I'm so effing pissed.
Like wth ?
Somebody just had to bleach my grey skinnies.
Now it's fucking awful.
It's so ruined ): FUCK LUH.

[/Edit]

Everything doesn't seem right.

2007-03-04T13:51:00.000+08:00

; Chener.
Haha sorry ! Urh, th Bugis Street.
Some ulu ulu shop there. Lol.

I am so effing annoyed over smth.
That made me waste my time nd transport.
Nd somebody didn't even bother.
So like it was my fault like that.
Then I had to train back for work. Sheesh.

Forget it luh.

Another customer thought I'm a Malay ):
She got a shock when I spoke Chinese to people.
She said it was because of my hair nd th colour.
My coloured lenses nd nose piercing.
Omg ?

But business was alright for yesterday.
Saw Michelle (sp?), then I thought she looked familiar.
So she told me she was from sac also lol.
Chats with th lady from th other shop haha.
Met into my ahkor nd his girlfriend.
Trained back with Cindy to Tampines.
Went to 85, sat there nd talked.
Thnks for sending me home (:
Supper at home with family.
Shared mee hoon kuey nd ba chor mee.

Work again ltr. 3-9pm ):
When can I have an off day huh ?

He didn't ask she never told.

2007-03-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

; Chener.
I didn't tell you huh ? Lol.
Okay now working at Bugis.
Why are you moving away nd so far from th east !

Hello good afternoon (:
I shall get Mars bars ltr at 7eleven !

Okay yesterday was ____.
I got drenched in th heavy rain.
Th lady from th other shop gave ferero rochers.
Haha so nice right.
After work went gaigai with Cindy.
Quite awkward. Stuff.
Then trained back to 24hour.
Had my mee kuah nd indian rojak.
Omg ? I didn't realised I chose too much.
Expensive supper ):
Nd I couldn't finish th rojak luh.
Sent Cindy al th way home.

You know.
I AM SUCH A GOOD GIRLFRIEND.
Just th matter of how you see it as.

So anw. Got to get ready for work now.
I'll update again (:

Because she waited.

2007-03-02T10:03:00.000+08:00

Postings will be out this mth ! (:

I THINK I'M ADDICTED.
To Mars bars. Ehehehh.
It's like so chunky nd nice ? I like.
It doesn't matter fried, ice cream or normal.
Maybe I should have them everyday !

Anw. Yesterday was effing boring again.
Nd I looked like a boy with that dressing.
Had time to go shopping after work.
Helped Cindy get her top.
So I bought two tees, one which I've been eyeing for.
Another design, perhaps I'll give it to my sister ?
Hahahaha.
Helped my sister get th pretty bag too (:
Hello, must share it with me alrights !

Trained then used a bus back.
Ate at th 24hour by myself ): omg luh.
But I had my first meal, rou chuo mian.
Walked home at 1am.

Work ltr again.
But Cindy got her off today.
So like, it's going to be stoning time.

; Beefy.
Haha no, you looked nice in them ;)
I can't seem to find th skinnys btw.

; Angela.
Hello there. Yeah sure will (:

; Lydia.
Haha ! Nothing's scary about it. Lol.

; Jasper.
Hey, you're back ! Ahah.

What's left of them.

2007-02-28T02:02:00.000+08:00

; Cindy.
Don't worry, I always check to see if you updated. Haha.
; Denyse.
She invents new words huh ;) Saw you too. Lol.

Added pictures to th past entries alr.
Take a look if you want to.

Yesterday.
Happy 18th birthday to Casxn (:

Th owner told me I set a record.
For not having any sales at al.
Makes me feel so awful.
Saw Denyse, Nisha, Kelsey nd Amanda.
As well as Beefy with her sister (:
I like her pointed heels, it's very pretty.

Chatted with girlfriend after work.
Dinner at this eatery house.
Trained then used a bus home.
I always stop by 7eleven for junkfood.

Today's 28th February.
When it striked 12am, my hfone played a familiar song.
Kiss Goodbye.

Why so coincidental ?
It's not that I want to tear so much.
It's smth I can't control.

Anw. Happy Anniversary to MickeyPoohie.
For my favourite girl, Shirleen.
Th 1 year nd 7 mths, still counting on.
With love.

I fucking hate to cry.
But I was so confused nd pained.
I had so many questions.
I couldn't find th right words to answer.

[Edit]
It's alr 5.23am but I can't get to sleep.
So tired.
[/Edit]

Keep your hands off my girl.

2007-02-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

Somehow I was too tired to work on Saturday.
Hahahaha.
Used a bus to ___ nd had lunch.
Trained back home.
At 11pm, went down for jogging.
Came back at about 1230am. Lol.

Worked yesterday. Retarhded stuff.
Trained back with Cindy (:
Took many pictures again ahah.

So like business had been bad.
There were 3 different lion dances th opposite shop today.
Saw Shir with her friend, Melody.
Nd Feebs with urh, Nadia (?). Haha.
Met into marmi at Parco.
Had dinner with her at th foodcourt.
Tauhu telor nd ToriQ.

; Beefy & Angela.
Huh really ? Lol.
Maybe because it looks almost th same.
Th eye plays tricks ;)

; Denyse.
Haha yeah ! Sweet nd yummy right ?
Anw, so good to see you today (:

If they didn't choose to love.

2007-02-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

; Ying.
Funny conversation ah ? Haha.
You mean she was singing at your shop ?

; Shir.
Nice pictures right ? Lol.

; Denyse.
Sure thing ;)

; Melle.
Haha, sorry spelling mistake.
Anw, nice ipod nana u have there !

Busy doing housework on Thursday.
Evening went to th temple again at Bedok.
Had mushroom prata nd milo dinosaur for lunch (:
Used a bus down to Tampines.
Walked around. Bought smth at Xcraft.
Trained back nd got my duck rice from 24hour.
Th neighbour's two little girls came our house.
Super cute please. Haha.

Back to work yesterday.
Th stretch of lane was so empty.
Th lady from th other shop gave me sweets.
A Malay newcomer at another shop gave me biscuits.
She asked if I smoked ?
Nd she thought I was a Malay too ?
Hahahaha.

I almost fell asleep several times then.
Ate fish porridge nd carrot cake.
Closed by 10.20pm then went to do smth.
Had ben&jerry's ice cream (:
Trained back, reached home at 12.40am.
Marmi still cooked me fried rice.

Dad just brought home vegeterian noodles for us.
So like I've got to prepare for work ltr.
Th owner's back in S'pore yesterday night.
I'm off.

I FEEL SO FATT.

Survey for th girls.

2007-02-24T10:32:00.000+08:00

#01: What if your guy is too busy for
you?
/ Busy as in ? Probably just let him be. But he can't be so busy al th time right.

#02: Do you believe in love at first
sight?
/ No.

#03: To you, what are the rules of
steading?
/ Are there supposed to be rules ? Haha.

#04: Do you allow your guy to go to
your house?
/ Urh okay.

#05: What will you feel when he hangs
out with his female classmates most of
the time.
/ Tinch of jealousy.

#06: What if your boyfriend's friends
saw you and your him eating privately
and doesn't know that you peeps are
steady?
/ Smth's wrng huh. I wouldn't bother much, it's his problem.

#07: Do you still like your ex
boyfriend or girlfriend?
/ Somehow (:

#08: How old are you?
/ Going to be seventeen.

#09: Do you prefer primary school or
secondary school life?
/ Secondary !

#10: Do you wish you can make time go
back?
/ Yeah. Make some amendments nd al. Lol.

#11: How would you feel if your
boyfriend gave you a tight
slap in front of your friends and says
it was a moment of anger?
/ Slap him back. I'd be fucking angry.

#12: What if your steady ignores you
and goes for another guy/girl.
/ Put an end to th relationship.

#13: What if your guy scolds you
for waking him up in a hall where there
is performance going on?
/ Shout back at him for being unreasonable.

#14: Is msging or talking on the phone
with him a need as your steady?
/ Yes.

#15: What if you are single and you
alrdy have a crush on a guy. But the
guy you once loved now loves you alot.
who would you choose to like or be
with?
/ Once loved, do I still have th same feeling ? It depends.

#16: What if your parents disallow
your relationship?
/ It's my choice.

#17: Would you stead with your
brother's good friend?
/ Lol. Don't know.

#18: What if your guy's ex calls you
vulgarities for steading with someone
she still loves?
/ Like wtf is her problem luh.

#19: What if your guy's mum and your
mum are enemies. what will you do?
/ I will make peace ;) ha.

#20: Will you break with him if he
tells his friends that he doesn't like
you?
/ Obviously. Nd why can't he tell me ? If he doesn't like me then why be together.

#21: What song do you think best
represents him and you?
/ Not sure yet.

#22: What if all your cliques have
steads and you dont have one?
/ Haha nothings wrng what. Just envious.

#23: Will you be suspicious if your
stead doesn't want your relationship to
be made known?
/ Probably. Doesn't really matter anyway.

#24: What if your stead suddenly
doesn't contact you all of a sudden?
/ Contact him instead.

#25: Will you still love your stead if
he is a flirt but claims to love you
and only you?
/ Maybe.

Drunk me in those barcardi shakes.

2007-02-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

Had nausea yesterday before I woke up.
Puked thrice ):
It was so bad I felt weak, perspiring nd tearing.
Had diarhoea too. Don't laugh.
On th third account, I couldn't hold it.
So like I vomited over th parque floor.
Marmi came into my room nd got a shock ?
She went to th living room nd told my dad.

"Li ye zha bo kia tor leh ! Mm zai zuo see mi wa ko."
"Lim jiu ah ?"
(Your daughter vomited leh ! Don't know do what.)
(Drink beer ah ?)

Sheesh. Wtf ? Such crap.
So anw. Went to th temple at Bedok.
San Qing Gong.
After which we prata-ed nearby.
Then they dropped me off at Shir's place.
Meet up with my girl nd cindy (:
Took pictures together nd played cards.

Cindy with her awkward smile. Heehee.

Act 'ahlians' take no. 1 ! Lol.

Here's th super fun pose of mine. HAHA wtf.

Went to a another temple at Bedok for awhile.
Trained down to th Cathay.
Caught th movie 'Norbit'. Haha !
It's quite interesting. Funny ;)
Then went home.

For today afternoon.
Went to Parkway's Kbox with Shir (:
We had quite a time singing nd eating there.

Trained home after.
My eye's hurting very badly ):
It's teary, pained nd red ya ? Eee.

[Edit 1:51am]
Omfg. I just cut my left little finger.
It's like I was holding th cup when th handle burst.
Too much stress/pressure ?
):
[/Edit]

I held on to th promises.

2007-02-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

This entry will have quite a number of peektures ;)

Second day of cny.
Lunched at Mos with family.
Went to grandparent's place for visiting.
Had tian tang (sweet soup with egg) there.

Then went over to a relative's house too.
Got to see my nieces again :D
(Okay, I look so fugly in this shot)

After which we left for dinner at a restaurant.
Had a 9-course meal. Haha.

Trained to Dhoby Ghaut after that.
Actually I forgot nd dropped at Somerset lol.
So anw. Mint choc frappe at Tcc.
Homed after.

Tomorrow's going to be a busy day again.

; Angela.
Haha ! I see. Alrights, let's save up first yeah ?
; Guanwei.
Lol. No luhh, she won't !

He wasn't sure of what it's like.

2007-02-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

Good evening :D
Happy cheena new year !

Had a haircut yesterday at Fareast.
Omfg ? It cost me 38dollars ):
Then had reunion dinner at home with them.
Steamboat is good ! I LOVE abalone hahaha.
Used a train nd then cabbed down to Cine.
Caught th movie 'Th Protege'.
Cabbed back home myself by 4.38am.
Th fare was like 22dollars ! Sheesh.
Should have just waited for th first train luh.

So like I won't be doing any/much visiting this year.
Makes me super sad ?
Watched tv with my family just awhile ago.
We laughed like effing shiet at th entertainment show.
Alright, going out to church with them now.
Update ltr.

[Edit]
Urh. Mass was pretty fine.
Sister likes to laugh at people. Influence me ):
Hahahaha !
After which they dropped me off at Downtown.
Waited for Jaslyn to come over.
Then we went to play pool at Funkyballs.
Walked back to th interchange for ice creams.
Our al time favourites from 7eleven (:
Talked awhile before she went off.
Bused to 24hour for charsiew rice.

I guess I like this day <3.

; BEEFY.
No more insults to your nick.
Don't have to be annoyed alr ! Haha.
Oh Kuishinbo about 25dollars.
Most prolly on a weekday before th postings' out okay ?
I think 8 people.

; Ying.
Food is nice eh ?
HAHAHA. Krishing bowl ?!
Omfg I can faint from laughing loll.

; tri.
Haha alrytes.

; Melle.
Thnks for th advice (: You think it's good enough ?

; Angela.
Yeah I know, let's get it over with.
Hey babe, where's th dance lessons ! Ahahah.
You started alr huh ?
Haven't seen you around as well.

; Lydia.
I hate it too ! Hahahah.
Oh wells, can't do much about it.
Happy cny back ! Hugs.

He was just another pretty face.

2007-02-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Starbuck's cheesecake for breakfast is so good (:

Went down to town to meet Syy nd Shir.
Bought Chippy's fried mars bars nd tripleC.

Syy likes th cheese alot ! Haha.
Then she had to leave for her family dinner.
So my girl nd I walked around Wisma before going to Bugis.
Passed th owner th lock for th shop.
Helped him to tend to one customer.
Then he passed me a red packet nd mandarin oranges.
Omg he's like th nicest boss I've met so far !
Seriously.

After which both of us continued shopping around.
But it was like a fruitless one ?
I did not buy ANYTHING at al loll.
Jayne nd Bertha came to find us at Parco.
Oh man, I miss her so much ! (:
Took pictures n chatted for awhile.
Met into Nicole Chai at Topshop too.
Then we went back to Tampines to get stuffs.
Ate oyster mee sua nd XXL chicken at Shilin's.
Th people there are super friendly !
They gave us extra red packets to bring home, omg.
Hahaha, funny stuff ;)

Sent Shir to her bus stop.
Didn't have enough time to share with her smth.
She was like sending me a song via bluetooth.
But it got disconnected when her bus left.
Lol. Sad case luhh.

; Denyse.
YES ! Let's hope bigg haha. Sure will.
Update me about yours too okay ?

; for u.
Urh. Can I ask u smth.
I just keep thinking.
Do I like know you personally/well ?
Nd sorry but, what is yaya-ing.
I've never heard of it.
[Edit]
Excuse me 'Taking it back'.
You suck too.
Because somehow you mistook.
Beefy's referring to MY DEAR FRIEND.
I don't need you to pity me, you fuck.
Nd don't call my friends blind when they're not.
For 'haha', you should grow up too.
You're being immature doing al this.
If you didn't know.
[/Edit]

; BEEFY.
Haha I have some trouble with haloscan.
Guess I'll just stick to this yeah.
Oh yes ! When would you be free btw ?
We've been thinking of having a Kuishinbo outing !
Is is alright girl ?

; Guanwei.
Why not ? Ahah.

; Geraldine.
No problem ! We can have them often at th 24hour.
Hahahaha. Meet up soon again ya !

You won't know what's on my mind.

2007-02-16T07:59:00.000+08:00

Omfg I'm awake so early ahah (:

I don't know how to maintain my cbox alr.
So like if tagged, I'll reply through my entries alright ?
You know, I feel so glad I have my friends.
Telling me what to do or ignore. HAHAHA.
Seriously, thnk youuu.

; Chener.
Is business IT fun ? I put business courses too ! (:
; 'Dying days of my life' or rather, 'the damned'.
I know everything ? Ha ha.
Thnks ah, I didn't know I was so smart.
Sheesh.
Nd you know what.
Even if to you I'm a bitch, others might not think so.
; Beefy.
Hahaha. I just laughed out loud reading your tag !
I checked th dictionary, no such word. Frowns.
You called th person 'it' ? Loll.
; Jonne.
Th person's got a life.
Just most prolly bored of it ?
; Angela.
Hello babe ! Really huh. Haha thnks.
; Melle.
Oh you've opened blog once more ! :D
That's good to know lol.
Okay melle, I got it !
; Shir
Hey back my girl ! I miss youuu.
We're going out soon (:
; Jasper
Ahah. Sure, no problem. Thnks.

Worked only till 5pm yesterday.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CARMEN !
Popped by over to Cindy's shop to chat.
Then went to find Jaslyn nd Geraldine at Suntec.
Bought my Auntie Anne's pretzel ! Yumms.

Oh we walked to Marina Square too.
Couldn't find any heels for cny ):
Saw th dark grey knitwear at Zara I've been eyeing on.
But I just can't splurge my moneyy.
Urh. Not now, when my financial status is low.
Creative's having sales now yanno.
Omg Zen neeon2 student's promo until 11th march.
Anw. We went into Quicksilver haha.
Got myself a pretty, new Roxy wallet !
It just came in as new stocks lol.
Contentment for th time being huh.

Trained back to catch a bus to 24hour.
Supper was very good ! Hoho.
Three of us shared th food stuff.
Indian rojak nd century egg pork porridge (:
Talking nd eating so much hahaha.
By then, it was past midnight alr !
Accompanied Jaslyn to wait for her bus.
About 1247am then Geraldine nd I walked back.

Let's catch up with one another pretty often !
Geraldine, you have nice muah chees :D
Thnks for today yeah ?
Nd very sorry for spending so long in choosing stuffs.
Jaslyn I know you're annoyed lol.
I'd better rush myself next time huh !
Can't wait for Kuishinbo, steamboat nd slumber !
Hahahaha so exciting.
Love you both (:

Her lies nd facade.

2007-02-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

St Valentine's.
I can't bear to, but I hate you.
I could be a sweet romantic person.
Nd if only my guy would be one too.

Vday's over alr.
Thnks to those who wished me (: very nice of you guys.
Was busy doing last minute JAE form.
Credits to Weilun for his help !
Otherwise I'd have trouble with submission.
Yet, I kind of regret my choice preferences.

So like I was very late for work.
But I've got a really nice shop owner.
Still, today's business was so very bad.
Chatted with Shir on th handfone.
Cindy was so sweet luhh (:
Thnks girlfriend for th necklace you got me.
I hope you enjoy th fererro chocs.

Trained back.
Had prata at 24hour before walking home.
Then marmi got me eemian nd horfun.
Feeling stuffed now.

Hello there 'the damned'.
Who th fuck are you ?
Can you like use your name instead.
Why are you being so mean nd crude.
Why are you saying al those on my tagboard huh.
It's not like I did anything to you.
What's your fucking problem ?

Takes time to move on.

2007-02-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so upset.
My throat's hurting like fuck ):
To make things worse, I just ate fried stuff.
How ?

Met into Cindy nd Denyse today afternoon.
Work was effing slack luhh.
I abhor th loud, booming chinese techno opposite my shop.
Having headaches every minute.
Ear cells dying every second.

Fortunate enough. th owner gave me my pay today.
I love money please (: Who doesn't ?
Can do shopping, pay debts nd al.
Hahahaha.

Going to submit my JAE online.
Pretty nervous of th posting results now.
Couldn't make pass my choice course yanno ):
So saddening. Regrets.

What shall I wear tomorrow ? Haha.

I've never celebrated this day with my boyfriends.
So like I don't know how special it supposed to be.
Example for this year.
My valentine just so happens to be my work.
Nd not like I'd have a date or whatsoever.
So I'll try my best to make myself pre-occupied.

Happy Valentines everyone (:
Have a sweet celebration with your loved ones !

She don't need you.

2007-02-13T02:19:00.000+08:00

Reached home past midnight.
Chatting to girlfriend on th phone just now.
We're still deciding on th courses. Lol.
Eating my korean cup noodles.
Dad left me waffles to eat as well (:

Work was so very boring.
Shopping after al that with Cindy.
I've gotten my black nd white shorts alr !
Items to strike of th shopping list (:
Bought a black ___ too ! Hahaha.
It's pretty nice okay.

I'm very tired of everything luhh.
My pockets burnt a hole.
No more cash. Nd I seriously mean it.

Concerning th awful tags I received yesterday.
I have deleted them.
Spoils th image of my blog.

Like hello Mr/Ms 'Dying days of my life'.
Why are you like, dying ?
Do you not have a proper name ?
So pitiful your parents didn't give you any huh.
Or too afraid to type it out.
Nd for your info, I may be a bitch.
But am never a 'slut'.
Neither am I a 'hoe'.
Like wtf ?
I don't think I'm considere as.
Sexually promiscuous or a prostitute.

I do not like your fucking tags.
Thank you nd have a nice day.
Fuck off please.

If she was as beautiful.

2007-02-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

Haha I'm like chatting on Msn nd on th handfone.
As well as doing my nails.
This is called th art of multi-tasking ;)
Hahahaha.

So anw.
I ate like alot alot yesterday.
Work was quite bad luhh.
But I got to see Guanwei & Zesheng.
As well as Fiona nd her friend (Urh sorry can't rmbr name).
Then I finished slightly before 10pm.
So went self-shopping nd bought a tee (:
It's a pretty blue with a vintage feel.

Have yet to submit th choice courses for my poly.
Still deciding nd al ):
Work again ltr from 3pm.
Getting tired of it.

Unfairness in th family.

[Edit at 11.48am]

Okay I'm awake from my sleep lol.
I dreamt about Forever21 nd Topshop.
They were having this crazy sales nd al !
Everything was going cheap cheap.
Then I found those clothes I've longed to buy.
But th fitting room I went to was so weird.
Because th door was extremely wide nd damaged.
Ahahahah. What a silly dream.

Her heart tells her not to.

2007-02-11T05:01:00.000+08:00

Omfg I'm still awake at this hour. Haha.
An urge to blog today (:

So like I met up with Cindy on Friday morning.
We headed down to Tampines mall for shopping.
Saw Jacqueline ! Lol.
Then girlfriend nd I got stopped by Jeff Wang.
Guess what, we're on th camera haha.
Asked us questions, so out of th way.
It was interesting luhh.
Rather retarhded though, embarrassing shiet.
I cannot imagine wtf I was doing.
Then we bought our nail polish.
Have yet find my navy blue colour still.
Used a bus to school.

So glad to see my school friends again (:
Everyone was contented yanno.
Yeah. Result's alright.
At least I can enter proper Poly courses.
Just that I'm really upset with my L1.
Like why can't I get that B3 too huh ?
Nd th Combined Humanities scoring a six.
Ahh fuck it.
Makes me feel horrible.

Cabbed to Parkway with her.
We bought a Dorothy Perkin's top each.
That's like my first really pink choice.
Why so bimbotic ? Lol.
Then cabbed down to Bugis.
Bought my suan pan zi before visiting my owner.
WHO'D KNOW HE ASKED ME TO WORK.
WHAT'S MORE. IN SCHOOL UNIFORM.
Cindy had no choice but to go off.
That made me really irritated for th night.
I tended th shop till 11.15pm. Sheesh.
Was effing tiring please.

Then for yesterday work was earlier.
Stuffy place to be in.
It was super crowded since it's a weekend.
Anw. Th guy next shop was very nice.

(Translated to English)
Him : "Can you do me a favour ?"
Me : "Yeah ?"
Him : "Help me choose a necklace or a ring from my shop, nd I'll help you look after your shop in th meanwhile."

Maybe he didn't know what to get for someone.
Then I happily chose a necklace AND 2 rings.
Who knows a few minutes ltr.
He came to pass me th necklace ?
As well as a ring he chose instead. Sweet.
So surprise to receive them haha.
(On account that it was so out of th blue)
What's more th cost isn't cheap about 30dollars.
Said that it would be his last day or work ):
Nd tmr he'll be packing al th stuff out.
I won't be able to see my friendly-next-shop guy alr.
Omfg so sad right ? I almost cried.

Oh yeah. Bought a small bag from my shop again.
On a very discounted rate too ! Hee.
Got th studded diamante belt as well.
Thnks Cindy. Ahah.

Finished work by 11.35pm then I went snacking.
Th chicken popcorn. Yumms.
Waited for my family to pick me up.
Marmi bought me my coffeebean !
We drove down to Chinatown.
Bought roasted chestnuts, nian gao & coconuts lol.
Reached home at around 2am or so.

Ltr having lunch out somewhere.
Nd then work as usual.
If anyone see me around, do smile or say hi !
Hahahaha.

I'd hug you tight.

2007-02-09T05:44:00.000+08:00

It's going to be 6am in a few minutes time.
Then after 9hours or so, I get my results.
I don't want to cry.
I just want to be contented that's al I'd asked for.

Then again, I get to see my school friends.
After not meeting up for mths.
I'll be wearing my uniform again.
Don't know why but it feels interesting.
I don't think I've changed though.

So like I haven't been updating my blog.
For 4 days ! Hahaha.
I've been busy with work. Actually no, it's boring.
Saw my biaojie with my nieces.
Zonia nd Nicole as well.
I think I'm bad at recognising faces after so long.
New stocks again tmr, two boxes in fact.
But I've taken th day off to get back to school.

Tuesday night went quick shopping with Cindy.
We bought fake lashes ! Haha.
I got a top I've been eyeing for too.
Wednesday I went swimming with Jaslyn.
Then met up with Geraldine (:
After which I dashed off for work.

Anw. I'm quite tired luhh.
Monday nd Tuesday I had to close th shop myself.
I've been working till about 10pm.
Just for those little extra pay of a few dollars.
Nd then today I just cabbed to work.
Omfg 13dollars just fluttered lol.
Yanno it's nice to be offered drinks.
Ribena from Alan nd Sherri (sp?) on Tuesday.
100plus on Wednesday from th guy next shop.
Watermelon juice yesterday from th owner.
Thnks alot (:

Bought a new pair of heels alr !
Affordable price, nd it's black nd high ;)
Another striked off from my list then.

Her pretty collection.

2007-02-04T08:34:00.000+08:00

I'm awake like effing early today (:
Feeling tired though.
Have work again later.
My new friend just quit her job yesterday.
So like there won't be anyone who will pop in th shop.
Just to talk to me.
Omg what a loner. It's okay, used to it.

Yesterday's stuff :
Ice milo nd watermelon juice at work.
Chicken poppers nd 3 chocolate biscuits at night.
At this rate, I'm going to get even fatter.
Really.
Then saw Melody, Shir nd Siew Cheng at Somerset.
Omfg I miss my girl like shiet ):
I didn't even get to chat with her online or smth.
Go out soon okay ?

Cabbed home.
Dad isn't happy with me.

Valentine's coming ?
So what.
Who wants to go out together.
Hahahaha.

She couldn't tell him those words.

2007-02-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th birthday to Hanwen.
& 17th birthday to Huijie.

Less than a week to th release of Os.
It scares me.

Anw. I've pierced my nose on Thursday.
Hahaha. Serious.
But obviously.
I am NOT an ah lian.
Then I went to have almond jelly with longan.
Omg ? I ate by myself at th kopitiam lol.
After which I bought sesame ice cream.
Sat at th playground before heading home.
It was just a fucked up night.

Yesterday's work was alright.
Sort of made a new friend nd stoned alot.
Ba chang for dinner. Heehee.
Walked around with Cindy after that.
Bought our watches (: I like mine !
Ate my golden chicken chop there too.
Trained home together.

For this weekend, I'd have to work longer hours.
Th owner will be busy till late.
Oh wells.

We used to be so very close.
Where's th friend I had in you both ?
No more talks or meet-ups.
I feel smth's amiss or gone.

This ain't a scene.

2007-02-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

New stocks of bags yesterday !
So business was better I suppose.
But th owner was angry with me.
I didn't inform him that I'll be late that's why.
Fortunately he's quite nice. Lol.

Guanwei ! I miss you !
Hahahah. My favourite pie.
Apple pie. Blueberry pie. Chicken pie. Yums.
I couldn't even recognise his voice at first.
This shows how long we haven't met up alr.
Lol. Steamboat nd prints soon yeah ?

Back from dance class with Angela (:
It was super interesting haha.
We think th instructor's HOTT.
Yanno I got squashed by th automatic door ?
Yes. Eastpoint's main entrance/exit.
OMG ! Embarrassing shiet.
I think it didn't sense my presence.
We had Oldchangkee's meals after that.
Beef stew in loaf. Yumms.

My family ate my chocolates ):
Anw. Was chatting to Andrew kor awhile ago.
So like I really did see him last friday !
Hahaha. Hope to meet into him again.

So like I'm lazing at home. Mtv oh mtv.
FUCKING BORED.
I feel like getting out of th house alr.
Shall head to some malls now.

Goodbye.

He had another affair.

2007-01-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

Sales was terribly bad yesterday.
Th owner always buys me a drink though (:
Went over to chat with Cindy after work.
Then walked th same places again.
I got earrings from Diva that's al.
Trained back together.

Snacked alot I suppose.
Oldchangkee's carrotcake & squidhead.
Bugis' special crispy pancake & chicken poppers.
Two vegetable dumplings & ICE CREAMS !
Marmi liked th black sesame flavour yanno (:
But th strawberry yoghurt is more of my liking.

Have to meet her during lunch hour ltr.
Going to change to new handfones !
But have to pay th difference ):
So like I'm super broke again.
N73 or Nokia 7390 ? Can't decide now.

DHT - "I go crazy"

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

Crazy

[Edit]

I'm back again.
I GOT MY NEW HANDFONE NOKIA 7390 (:
Sister got her N73 as well.
(I didn't take that because she didn't want me to)
Omg loll. Have to pay 200 dollars myself.

After which I went off to work.
Boring shiet. Had my chicken poppers nd drinks.
Th owner let me off an hour earlier.
So like I went over to talk to cindy as usual.
Met with Weilun for dinner.
I was th only one eating then.
Duck rice nd ice longan dessert. Haha.

We exchanged glances nd walked away.

2007-01-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

Negative entries are horrible.
Just like th previous.

Shir I miss you.
Happy 18 mths girl.

I still think of th past.

Didn't go church in th end ):
Unsure whether there was a mass.
So went for work in th afternoon.
Th owner was pretty nice to me.
Customers can be quite funny too. Haha.

Ate with marmi nd sister ltr at Sakae.
Then went to shop with Cindy before heading home.
Bought a skirt nd Esprit's white spaghett.
Both of us got another similar top together again !
Lol. So sweet.

I just need to get my new year's footwear.
Nd th money for th dance lessons.
For coloured/tinted clear lenses.
As well as my new handphone.
That's al for now to worry about.
No more splurging on unneccesary stuffs.

She wants to crush your heart.

2007-01-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

I will post personal stuff in my private blog instead.

Went Tampines after my work ended.
Dinner at Bk's since it was late.
Talked about stuffs.
Cabbed home as there weren't any more buses.

Work was fucking boring.
I don't like those two fucking girls opposite my shop.
Pop by to talk to Cindy, girlfriend.
Shopped around myself, bought shades.
Nd th white knee-length pants.
Collected my altered Mng grey super slim fits.
Went home early then.
I fucking ate hell lots for dinner.
Daddy cooked. Th sharksfin soup was superb.

Found out stuff. Wtf ?

Anw. Checked out th dance thing with Angela (:
So like we're going to try out 1 class next week ?
Laughs. So interesting.

Church tomorrow morning before work.
Payday. Effing pathetic.

What a hostile entry I have here.
Fuck what I said.
Not in a good mood now.

I won't cry you fuckers.

There's nothing we could do.

2007-01-26T04:07:00.000+08:00

Okay so like work was quite boring yesterday.
As usual. Hahaha.
Omg ? Marmi came down to check on me.
Told her about ___ nd al.
Then she helped me sort th bags out.
Got me th crispy cheese pancake too. Yumms.
Ended early so I went to visit Cindy.
Walked around but unsure of what to buy.

By 9.50pm I was alr training to town.
I went there nd was embarrassing shiet. Matters.
Stuffed myself with BK's 8 piece cheesesticks.
Rushed down to Cathay quickly instead.
Waste my transport nd time ):
Then had Macs sundaes before going off.

I still bought sandwich from 7eleven.
Nd also 2 of my favourite ice creams.
Waiting to eat one each day.
So now you'll know how greedy I am. Fatt !

Anw. Work ltr from 2.30pm.
Feeling tired.

It's hard to get it going boy.

2007-01-24T11:24:00.000+08:00

I have th urge to do shopping again ):

Two days ago I had a dream that th train collapsed.
Yesterday there was an incident at a station.
So like I was late for work.
But th owner is very nice haha.
Saw Alena, Tiffany nd Ophelia (:

Bought earrings from there.
Met after work at Dhouby Ghaut.
Went to have Macs for dinner.

Then met up with Syy nd Jaslyn today.
Haven't met up for th longest time.
We left Tampines to go down to Bugis.
Shopped around (I bought nothing !) waited for Shir.

Bought th roses for them, so pretty.
I still have to get smth for Jaslyn.
She's not a fan for flowers supposedly.
Lol. Chocolates ? Burgers ?
ROTI PRATA ? Ahah.

Went to open th shop at 3pm.
They were stunned. Haha.
I know th shop's effing lousy luhh.
Had ice milo nd hockeypokey muffin ! Yumms.
Finished at 9pm nd th owner sold me th bag (:

I wanted it cheap cheap !
Gave me at only $15 when I sold th other at ~~$24.90~~ $22.
Not bad right ? Hahaha.
Oh yeah, Cindy nd I wore th same top too !
Just in different shade of green.

Did some stuff after that.
Why so nice ? ): Don't know.
Marmi called al of a sudden to pick me home.
Nagged a hell lot.

Did th housework alr. Bathed.
Used th laptop nd house phone to chat.
Who knows she just leaned onto my room door ?
Wtf luhh. Purposely.
So I told her it's obvious I noticed.
Embarrassing shiet. What kind of parent is this.
I'm not surprised if she picked up th other line.
Fuck.
Can't I have my personal privacy ?

Work again tomorrow 3-9pm.
Might dine-out again. Or should I go home early.

Sunshine makes me happy when skies are grey.

2007-01-23T13:05:00.000+08:00

Lazy me haven't been updating.
I just had to plop into bed after shower nd al.

First day of work on Sunday alr bad.
Didn't know I had to open th shop myself.
I had nobody to talk to, no breaks.
I just stand there nd smile at strangers (:
Retarhded.
But there was this little girl effing cute pls.
She came pass thrice nd kept smiling.

Rain came to S'pore !
(That explains th rainy season a few days back. Lol.)
So like marmi had 2 tickets to his concert (:
Yes, th $288 seatings, free-of-charge from th company.
I'm not a big fan of him whatsoever luhh.
But he's quite cute ? I like some of his songs ? Haha.
Dad drove me over after my work just in time.
Most of it I was either eating or snapping photos.

Yesterday's business was bad. Seriously.
So th guy selling CDs called Alan. Haha.
Saw Kim nd her fren ! (:
An auntie wanted th wallet but it was in bad condition.
She was so whiney. Tsk tsk.
Went to visit Cindy as well.

Trained to town after that.
So we went to Cine to munch at Burger King. Lol.
Sat outside near Rocky's for awhile.
HAHAHA wth.
Cineleisure's quite interesting afterall.

Okay off to work now. See you.

He said it like he meant it.

2007-01-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

TP & NP Open houses yesterday was alright.
Our TP guide was quite cute yanno (:
I'm still sticking to either Business or Design.
Th new courses in Engineering seems interesting too.
Went to eat at th canteen.
Fried rice, hor fun nd hong kong noodle.
Three of us shared to finish everything up.
Thnks to Daddy ! I love his food.
NP was a very long way ?
Th place is too big nd confusing hahaha.
Not too bad but feels awkward.
Pretty much about it.

So before meeting, my heels gave me trouble.
Had to stop at town's Charles&Keith.
Got this pair of flats luhh.
Then th queue was fucking slow I tell you.
Al because of this woman who bought 4 pairs.
Like wth ? Nd her card had problem.
So someone was like fucking frustrated at me.
No choice. I had to treat dinner.
I HAVE NEVER PAID FOR A GUY'S DINNER.
Oh my goodness.
After which I went off to Bugis to check smth.
Saw Kexin with her friend there (:
Th job doesn't look that easy now.

Th girls just didn't understand their guys.

2007-01-20T02:10:00.001+08:00

Past midnight alr. I've got to catch some sleep soon.

I did vacuuming, ironing nd laundry stuff.
Mtv oh mtv blasted.
Went out by 6.30pm to take th train down.
Met up with Wieli xiaodi at Jurong East (:
I feel effing bad making him wait for more than an hour.
What's more, his hfone no batt alr.

Oh yes, th guy from Bugis called me.
I've got th job. A lousy one I know.
But I guess it'll do for th time being ? Lol.
He's alr very nice to give me th offer so I should appreciate.
But urh, marmi was frustrated at me.
Turned down her offer for telemarketer at Taka.
Told her I'm still young, want to experience different things.
I'm starting on this Sunday.

So anw. We went into entertainment centre.
I can figure out how to play pool now ! Hahaha.
It was super embarrassing at first.
Th way I hit th balls were like so tyco luhh ?
Two examples :

Trained back after that.
Reached home at about 12.20am ):
Going TP & NP Openhouse with th girls ltr !

If only you knew I'm obviously insecure.

Ate so much junkfood btw.
1 otah, hotdog&cheese bread.
3 cheese tofu, 1 pizza bar, 1 fried-bun.

Th killer stilettos she wore.

2007-01-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

Did ironing of th clothes today.
Dip-fried 24 fries, snacked on 2 merci chocs.
Mtv-ed th whole afternoon.
Afraid to call up th job offer Felchy introduced me. Lol.

Went out at 6pm to head to town.
You know what's HOT to me ?
Knitted cardigans for every occasion.
Let me show you.

Yes, I've got grey nd today I bought th blue (:
Who wants to go shopping with me ?
Or maybe even sponser some cash loll.
Zara's having sales but this is new collection.
I want to get th dark grey one there as well.
Th price is affordable, really.
Much lesser than th one at Mng.
(which only has 2 available colours)

Bought a top at Pull&Bear. Sales.
Then walked down to Fareast.
Spicy Calamari at Chippy's British Takeaway!
Went to visit Cindy at Bugis after that.
Bought myself th white skirt (another item off th list).
Saw a notice "part-time sales girl wanted" etc.
Waiting for th reply from th guy for th job offer.
Both of us got anklets as well as mochi ice-creams (:

I'm like broke alr ):
But I've to meet xiaodi tmr evening.
He's supposed to teach me how to play pool haha.
Then to TP's Open house on Saturday.
Hopefully NP's Open house too.

In th long run her feelings will fade.

2007-01-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

Today's post is going to be shorter than th previous.
Check th previous. Uploaded pics.

Went swimming with Jaslyn this noon.
Delvinder was opposite us working at escape !
We were in th water until 3.15pm. Lol.
So like our skins were super ~~tanned~~ burned.
My cheeks are red alr ):
Poor Jaslyn ! Hahaha.
Her face, arms nd back are so very red !

Then we had lunch/dinner at th foodcourt.
Korean food is love (:
Walked back to Whitesands for ice-cream.
Met into Alex there. Lol !
Dear Jaslyn, your bangala (loll) looks quite good now.
Matured as well. Haha.
Homed after.

I ate so much today ?
Cheese&hotdog pancake. Spicy beef soup set. Ice-cream.
Explode.

* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
must be a park
- guanwei says:
haha
- guanwei says:
not really a park la
- guanwei says:
its a carpark
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
HAHAHA !

They might give it a try than giving up.

2007-01-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

My goodness. I should blog more often.
It's not like people would be interested in my blog.
But I'd have to maintain it to be up-to-date !

Went to CHC with Lester on Sunday.
Lol. Th first time there, pretty awkward ?
So like th both of us didn't really like it.
We went out twice to chat.
Bought poiful nd meiji choc jellybeans.
Who knows he'd meet his ex loll. Stuff.
Then we trained down to his house, nd then to town.

Thai green curry chicken set at Wisma (: Yumms.
Went into Th Balcony.
A very lovely bar !
Omfg ? There's a jacuzzi too.
It's like right smack in th middle at th outside.
I had this cocktail, 'Sex on th beach' ! Not bad.

Walked around before heading to his home again.
Bus-ed back to whitesands to meet Jaslyn (:
We've got much to catch up on. Hahaha.
Accompanied her to her bus stop before walking home.

So like yesterday was effing boring.
I stayed home th whole day.
Partly because I was lazy to get out of th house.
I did ironing. Omg it's alot nd mothers are a nag.
Chatted with cheryl bestie (:
We had this minor telepathy thing ? Lol.
Syy requested some songs too. My dear friend !

I did some housework again today.
Went down to town again !
Bought red yellow blue stuff. Haha.
Then walked around Heeren since it was raining.
Met into Guanwei nd Zs at Nydc (:
So nice to see them after so long.
Thnks for lending me th laptop ! Lol.

Walked to Fareast to get th new bites.
I love fried mars bars !
Th original cheese sausage ( with mash potato ) as well.
Other than those nd spicy calamari,
I've yet to try th others. Another time ! Heehee.
Bought a top at Blossomz on impulse.
Th salesgirl there was friendly (: Oh wells.

On th train heading home, Gw made me a rose !
So sweet ! Haha. Thnks ya ?
I've never seen one before (:
Who knows I can put it to use on Vday.
Since it's made of tissue. Lol.

Th song we shared keeps replaying in my head.

2007-01-13T15:30:00.000+08:00

It's a Saturday ! Hahahah.
Had a tiff with my marmi just now luhh.
I always have moodswings.

Contented for th time being.
Had Korean spicy beef soup w/ rice for dinner.
I'VE BOUGHT TH MNG JEANS ALR !
(another item to take off from th list)
ND A NEW MNG TOP WITH PRETTY PRINTS !
Both new collection yanno. Hahahah.
Pray that th prices won't drop during th upcoming sales.

Oh nd did I mention about this.

Special right ? Lol. Huge chocolate box.
I'm making use of it to put my charms etc.

So anw. Bought coloured contacts yesterday.
Hazel brown (: I like.
Rushed home in th rain to get changed nd al.
Met up with Wieli at Cityhall. Haha embarrassing shiet.

Yes ! Let me introduce my xiaodi (:
17 this year (older than me yanno !)
Not bad right ? Quite cute lols.
So like we missed our stop nd ended up in Newton.
Trained back to Orchard go gaigai.
Went Fareast, dinner at ljs.
Then suddenly it started to pour heavily.
We got drenched despite my ~~pink&purple~~ umbrella. Lol.
Walked to Heeren, then al th way to Plaza Sing.
That's about it.

Ps. I want to get this hfone yanno !
Pretty right ? Haha.

So like I was chatting with my lovely friend (:
Gossiped. Laughed like shiet.
Smth about 'metrosexual' guys.

I've found HAPPINESS in my bag of GOLD ! (: says:
lol. one step closer to being a GAY man.
I've found HAPPINESS in my bag of GOLD ! (: says:
LOL !
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
LOLL

Chatted with Triton too (:

tri-ton says:
NATALIE LAI BEN DAN
tri-ton says:
is it?
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
TRITON WUI AH SAI
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
ryte ?
tri-ton says:
its triton wui chong ming (:
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
then i natalie erika lai tian cai

They got killed on th highway.

2007-01-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

OMG.
Th new collection at Mng.
Grey super slim fit jeans at 90dollars.
I reserved mine though I havent tried th correct size (:

Dragged myself out of bed to th market nd 24hour.
Accompanied marmi to th temple at Kembangan.
After which we headed to Somerset.
At there, she left me by myself to rush off to her work.
Omfg ? Yes.
We were supposed to have at Centrepoint.
But she went away. How nice. No food.

Mng sales up to 70% ! Not bad haha.
So I bought a blue tube top for th CNY (:
Oh met up with Cindy at about 4.20pm ?
Fareast for my lovely calamari rings.
First bites of th day. Yumms.
Girlfriend nd I got a cardigan each at CottonCandy.
Mine's grey ! Hers is brown ! Haha.
Topshop up to 70% as well ! Lol.
Bought a blue basic spaghett.
Still th same price though.
Other colours, no more small sizes.
Went to get dinner for siter nd me before going back.
Drenched on th way home ):

[Edit]

Nvm. Just add.
I suppose it's so interesting to bad-mouth me.
Everything's so doubtful now.

Yes. I shall put th blame on myself.
Apologies on my part.
Because I'm a horrible bitch.
Alr there's people who think that.
I'm high maintainence (urh ?). I'm pessimistic.
I'm th cause to everything unwanted.
No worries it's alr al said directly to me.
No needing to talk behind my back.
NVM. JUST ADD ON.

It's just so difficult to trust people nowadays.
So like next time right.
I WON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOUR BFS OR GUY FRIENDS.
Even if they were th ones who asked me about you al.
I'll say nothing alr. Nothing more.
Don't tell me too much details nd etc.
In case I get into al this trouble again nd spoil my mood.
It's fucking shiet.

[/Edit]

I cried those black tears out.

2007-01-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

Okay my right eye fucking hurts like shiet.
So like I've got to update fast nd take a rest or smth.

Relative's simple wedding last sunday.
I had to be th camera person taking pictures.
Ate alot from th buffet. Ahahah.
When it comes to food, I shall be crown th queen (:
I especially liked th kueh-pai-ti. Yumms.

Then parents dropped me off at town for self shopping.
So like I bought stuff on impulse. Rarrh.
Walked down to Fareast.
Popped by BeadsPassion for th swavroski crystals.

I got new pumps as well ! I think they're pretty enough (:
Then to Pull&Bear.
Bought Jayne's present alr. Lol.
Met Weilun for dessert at 24hour before heading home.

Chinatown th love at first sight !
So Weilun accompanied me there on Monday.
Bought more charms nd chains hahahah.
I've alr spent over 46bucks on them al ):
After which we went to Plaza Singapura for lunch at Yoshi.
Then we got free toys from th arcade loll.
I left to meet marmi after her work.
Had Sakae for dinner ! Super yummy.
Dad fetched us home from there.

Tuesday was stay-home-all-day.
Except for going to Central for alterations nd dinner out.
Other then that, it was boring.

Met up with Cindy today (:
Omfg I missed her like so much luhh.
At first it was so awkward right ? Lol.
Then we started talking SO LOUD in th train.
At least everything between us are clarified.
That's a good thing to know lol. Yes girlfriend ?

So we headed to town.
Didn't get anything there though.
But we had chicken rice at Fareast ! Haha.
Snapped alot of photos too.

Then we took prints at Heeren !
Th machine was nice but th timer was too quick.
Yet th pictures came out pretty nice (:

Trained back to Bugis for more shopping.
Bought clothes for th new year.
Nd yes, my eye started to hurt so badddd.
Went al teary nd pained. Sheesh.
She caught a flu al of a sudden as well.
A horrible way to end th day. Haha.
Went home after that.

Th black kitty cat came by our doorstep again.
I had to lead it back down to th void deck.
With a cooked fish ! Omg loll.
Marmi brought more food home for us. Yay.

2 items ~~striked off~~ from th list ! (:

So they never knew how close they were.

2007-01-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

You know what accompanies me through th night now ?
Music. Perfect10 yet again after so long.
I woke up from Hinder's 'Lips Of An Angel'.

Went for th SP Open House with Jaslyn today.
Gx our tour guide was pretty nice (:
There was this HOT babe introducing to us stuff.
Her eyes were fixed on mine most of th time, serious. MELTT.
Met up with Jayne as well.
Went into groups with some other people.
A day's eye-candy. Lol.

"She's radioactive. So random and unstable."
Thnks Jaslyn for sharing.

Met into Felchy, Mel Swee, Lcz, Yinkhuan.
Angela said she saw me too.
Didn't get to say hi to her though ):
Have some courses in mind alr.
It'll al depend on my results then.

My mood is seriously like fuck now.
I need to get it off my chest, can't take it anymore.
Inside, I feel like screamingg tears.

I heard about some girl bad-mouthing me.
I was partly shocked it turned out to be you.
Yes, I supposed we've drifted.
But I never thought things will end up to this state.
Maybe I've done smth wrong or made mistakes.
Don't everybody ?
I have my flaws, no denial, so do you.

So maybe you're pleased or smth ?
That people are starting to misjudge me.
I've got nothing much to say. Really.
What are we now.

True friends won't do things to hurt each other.
I guess you just aren't one of them.
Even others kept insisting I trust you too much.
So much for being so close.

Because you won't understand how much it hurts.
Seriously.

* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
i missed you (:
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
dont drift.
// ;shirleen. says:
I didnt. I wont. Never planned to.
// ;shirleen. says:
Misses.
At least my girl would stay by me.
You know I feel like keeping to myself alr.
I'm tired. Need my sleep soon.

It was just us holding hands in pretense.

2007-01-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

I won't delete my previous blog (?).
It holds too much value.

Anw. I've forgot to post about my nyr.
Hahahaha. Yes, I made one on th 1st Jan.

Alright so I went out myself yesterday evening.
Chinatown is th new love ! (:
Pretty stuffs everywhere. Seriously.
Met up with Weilun to have dinner ! Yum yumms.

So like I did vacuuming, laundry, ironing.
Pay day, went with some work friends.
Omfg ? Th pay sucks.
Lunched with Kar yee at Bugis KFC.
Our counter's Iza is so pretty nd nice !
Then I went to do alterations for my denim skirt.
Lol. It's shorter now (:
Bought another skirt as well.
Then ate with Weilun again. Haha.

I've got Jaslyn her sexaye present !
Hope she likes it yanno.

I love HOTT girls.
But I can never be like them.
Just hopeful. Oh wells.

Girl. You're drifting away ):

Then she had her hands on my waist.

2007-01-04T11:05:00.000+08:00

Everyone's been asking about th status of my blog.
Finally it's done.
I promised an entry with tonns of pictures (:
Ps. It's going to be extra long so I crammed most of them.
Pretty nice ! Here goes.

Flow! @ mos. Click here to view a peekture too !

Shopping with my girl in Town & Bugis. ALOT of shots !

Th Festive Season. After work at NBYN. Funny shots added. Etc.

At Jayne's Christmas Party ! I so love her cheese fillet. Yumms.

At Felchy's Christmas Party ! Get together with th girls.

On last Saturday. Clubbing @ Bumble beez with my favourite girls nd some outside friends.

Pretty good except for some random events (shall not elaborate).
New friends, free drinks, danced with them.
Nd with this group of HOTT guys (seriously) ! Right Jaslyn ? Haha.
I can never forget this as well - I accidentally kissed th hot girl. Omfg lol.
So urhh, cabbed home with Jaslyn (expensive fare luhh).
Back around 3.10am.

Ljs on last Sunday with Jaslyn nd Chuwen.
Caught 'Curse Of Th Golden Flower', nice settings.

Countdown for th New Year at Downtown was alright.
There was performance, nd then dancing with th girls till about 2am !
Thnks Melody for th ride home (:

Did I mention about this HOTT korean guy ?
Lee Junki. Hahahaha.
Was busy watching th Korean Awards on Monday afternoon.

Made salad for dinner.
Th next day I got nausea in th morning nd vomited.
Th worse thing was visiting th toilet thrice. Grotesque.

Tuesday was out at Parkway with family.
Depressed mood al of a sudden.
So like I didn't want ice-cream, didn't talk much.
Didn't want to change my hfone (she asked me if I wanted K800i)
Didn't want anything on impulse (dad wanted to get me smth).
Yesterday was back-to-school for them.
Maybe there's a little regret not going MI ?
Staying home th whole day on th laptop. Wasting my youth lol.

Okay. I've got no job currently ):
Quit th telemarketer alr. That's bad.
Ps. Want th pictures ? Add me online & request (:
Spent hours on everything. Omfg I'm so tired now.

Her sweetest taboo.

2007-01-01T04:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007.
I'll miss 2006. Goodbye.
Reminiscence oh reminiscence.

So like, a new blog to start th new year.
I'm effing excited (:
Update soon I promise !