He had another affair.

Sales was terribly bad yesterday.
Th owner always buys me a drink though (:
Went over to chat with Cindy after work.
Then walked th same places again.
I got earrings from Diva that's al.
Trained back together.

Snacked alot I suppose.
Oldchangkee's carrotcake & squidhead.
Bugis' special crispy pancake & chicken poppers.
Two vegetable dumplings & ICE CREAMS !
Marmi liked th black sesame flavour yanno (:
But th strawberry yoghurt is more of my liking.

Have to meet her during lunch hour ltr.
Going to change to new handfones !
But have to pay th difference ):
So like I'm super broke again.
N73 or Nokia 7390 ? Can't decide now.

DHT - "I go crazy"

Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true

I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy

Crazy

[Edit]

I'm back again.
I GOT MY NEW HANDFONE NOKIA 7390 (:
Sister got her N73 as well.
(I didn't take that because she didn't want me to)
Omg loll. Have to pay 200 dollars myself.

After which I went off to work.
Boring shiet. Had my chicken poppers nd drinks.
Th owner let me off an hour earlier.
So like I went over to talk to cindy as usual.
Met with Weilun for dinner.
I was th only one eating then.
Duck rice nd ice longan dessert. Haha.

We exchanged glances nd walked away.

Negative entries are horrible.
Just like th previous.

Shir I miss you.
Happy 18 mths girl.

I still think of th past.

Didn't go church in th end ):
Unsure whether there was a mass.
So went for work in th afternoon.
Th owner was pretty nice to me.
Customers can be quite funny too. Haha.

Ate with marmi nd sister ltr at Sakae.
Then went to shop with Cindy before heading home.
Bought a skirt nd Esprit's white spaghett.
Both of us got another similar top together again !
Lol. So sweet.

I just need to get my new year's footwear.
Nd th money for th dance lessons.
For coloured/tinted clear lenses.
As well as my new handphone.
That's al for now to worry about.
No more splurging on unneccesary stuffs.

She wants to crush your heart.

I will post personal stuff in my private blog instead.

Went Tampines after my work ended.
Dinner at Bk's since it was late.
Talked about stuffs.
Cabbed home as there weren't any more buses.

Work was fucking boring.
I don't like those two fucking girls opposite my shop.
Pop by to talk to Cindy, girlfriend.
Shopped around myself, bought shades.
Nd th white knee-length pants.
Collected my altered Mng grey super slim fits.
Went home early then.
I fucking ate hell lots for dinner.
Daddy cooked. Th sharksfin soup was superb.

Found out stuff. Wtf ?

Anw. Checked out th dance thing with Angela (:
So like we're going to try out 1 class next week ?
Laughs. So interesting.

Church tomorrow morning before work.
Payday. Effing pathetic.

What a hostile entry I have here.
Fuck what I said.
Not in a good mood now.

I won't cry you fuckers.

There's nothing we could do.

Okay so like work was quite boring yesterday.
As usual. Hahaha.
Omg ? Marmi came down to check on me.
Told her about ___ nd al.
Then she helped me sort th bags out.
Got me th crispy cheese pancake too. Yumms.
Ended early so I went to visit Cindy.
Walked around but unsure of what to buy.

By 9.50pm I was alr training to town.
I went there nd was embarrassing shiet. Matters.
Stuffed myself with BK's 8 piece cheesesticks.
Rushed down to Cathay quickly instead.
Waste my transport nd time ):
Then had Macs sundaes before going off.

I still bought sandwich from 7eleven.
Nd also 2 of my favourite ice creams.
Waiting to eat one each day.
So now you'll know how greedy I am. Fatt !

Anw. Work ltr from 2.30pm.
Feeling tired.

It's hard to get it going boy.

I have th urge to do shopping again ):

Two days ago I had a dream that th train collapsed.
Yesterday there was an incident at a station.
So like I was late for work.
But th owner is very nice haha.
Saw Alena, Tiffany nd Ophelia (:

Bought earrings from there.
Met after work at Dhouby Ghaut.
Went to have Macs for dinner.

Then met up with Syy nd Jaslyn today.
Haven't met up for th longest time.
We left Tampines to go down to Bugis.
Shopped around (I bought nothing !) waited for Shir.

Bought th roses for them, so pretty.
I still have to get smth for Jaslyn.
She's not a fan for flowers supposedly.
Lol. Chocolates ? Burgers ?
ROTI PRATA ? Ahah.

Went to open th shop at 3pm.
They were stunned. Haha.
I know th shop's effing lousy luhh.
Had ice milo nd hockeypokey muffin ! Yumms.
Finished at 9pm nd th owner sold me th bag (:

I wanted it cheap cheap !
Gave me at only $15 when I sold th other at $24.90 $22.
Not bad right ? Hahaha.
Oh yeah, Cindy nd I wore th same top too !
Just in different shade of green.


Did some stuff after that.
Why so nice ? ): Don't know.
Marmi called al of a sudden to pick me home.
Nagged a hell lot.

Did th housework alr. Bathed.
Used th laptop nd house phone to chat.
Who knows she just leaned onto my room door ?
Wtf luhh. Purposely.
So I told her it's obvious I noticed.
Embarrassing shiet. What kind of parent is this.
I'm not surprised if she picked up th other line.
Fuck.
Can't I have my personal privacy ?

Work again tomorrow 3-9pm.
Might dine-out again. Or should I go home early.

Sunshine makes me happy when skies are grey.

Lazy me haven't been updating.
I just had to plop into bed after shower nd al.

First day of work on Sunday alr bad.
Didn't know I had to open th shop myself.
I had nobody to talk to, no breaks.
I just stand there nd smile at strangers (:
Retarhded.
But there was this little girl effing cute pls.
She came pass thrice nd kept smiling.

Rain came to S'pore !
(That explains th rainy season a few days back. Lol.)
So like marmi had 2 tickets to his concert (:
Yes, th $288 seatings, free-of-charge from th company.
I'm not a big fan of him whatsoever luhh.
But he's quite cute ? I like some of his songs ? Haha.
Dad drove me over after my work just in time.
Most of it I was either eating or snapping photos.

Yesterday's business was bad. Seriously.
So th guy selling CDs called Alan. Haha.
Saw Kim nd her fren ! (:
An auntie wanted th wallet but it was in bad condition.
She was so whiney. Tsk tsk.
Went to visit Cindy as well.

Trained to town after that.
So we went to Cine to munch at Burger King. Lol.
Sat outside near Rocky's for awhile.
HAHAHA wth.
Cineleisure's quite interesting afterall.

Okay off to work now. See you.

He said it like he meant it.

TP & NP Open houses yesterday was alright.
Our TP guide was quite cute yanno (:
I'm still sticking to either Business or Design.
Th new courses in Engineering seems interesting too.
Went to eat at th canteen.
Fried rice, hor fun nd hong kong noodle.
Three of us shared to finish everything up.
Thnks to Daddy ! I love his food.
NP was a very long way ?
Th place is too big nd confusing hahaha.
Not too bad but feels awkward.
Pretty much about it.

So before meeting, my heels gave me trouble.
Had to stop at town's Charles&Keith.
Got this pair of flats luhh.
Then th queue was fucking slow I tell you.
Al because of this woman who bought 4 pairs.
Like wth ? Nd her card had problem.
So someone was like fucking frustrated at me.
No choice. I had to treat dinner.
I HAVE NEVER PAID FOR A GUY'S DINNER.
Oh my goodness.
After which I went off to Bugis to check smth.
Saw Kexin with her friend there (:
Th job doesn't look that easy now.

Th girls just didn't understand their guys.

Past midnight alr. I've got to catch some sleep soon.

I did vacuuming, ironing nd laundry stuff.
Mtv oh mtv blasted.
Went out by 6.30pm to take th train down.
Met up with Wieli xiaodi at Jurong East (:
I feel effing bad making him wait for more than an hour.
What's more, his hfone no batt alr.

Oh yes, th guy from Bugis called me.
I've got th job. A lousy one I know.
But I guess it'll do for th time being ? Lol.
He's alr very nice to give me th offer so I should appreciate.
But urh, marmi was frustrated at me.
Turned down her offer for telemarketer at Taka.
Told her I'm still young, want to experience different things.
I'm starting on this Sunday.

So anw. We went into entertainment centre.
I can figure out how to play pool now ! Hahaha.
It was super embarrassing at first.
Th way I hit th balls were like so tyco luhh ?
Two examples :

Trained back after that.
Reached home at about 12.20am ):
Going TP & NP Openhouse with th girls ltr !

If only you knew I'm obviously insecure.

Ate so much junkfood btw.
1 otah, hotdog&cheese bread.
3 cheese tofu, 1 pizza bar, 1 fried-bun.

Th killer stilettos she wore.

Did ironing of th clothes today.
Dip-fried 24 fries, snacked on 2 merci chocs.
Mtv-ed th whole afternoon.
Afraid to call up th job offer Felchy introduced me. Lol.

Went out at 6pm to head to town.
You know what's HOT to me ?
Knitted cardigans for every occasion.
Let me show you.

Yes, I've got grey nd today I bought th blue (:
Who wants to go shopping with me ?
Or maybe even sponser some cash loll.
Zara's having sales but this is new collection.
I want to get th dark grey one there as well.
Th price is affordable, really.
Much lesser than th one at Mng.
(which only has 2 available colours)

Bought a top at Pull&Bear. Sales.
Then walked down to Fareast.
Spicy Calamari at Chippy's British Takeaway!
Went to visit Cindy at Bugis after that.
Bought myself th white skirt (another item off th list).
Saw a notice "part-time sales girl wanted" etc.
Waiting for th reply from th guy for th job offer.
Both of us got anklets as well as mochi ice-creams (:

I'm like broke alr ):
But I've to meet xiaodi tmr evening.
He's supposed to teach me how to play pool haha.
Then to TP's Open house on Saturday.
Hopefully NP's Open house too.

In th long run her feelings will fade.

Today's post is going to be shorter than th previous.
Check th previous. Uploaded pics.


Went swimming with Jaslyn this noon.
Delvinder was opposite us working at escape !
We were in th water until 3.15pm. Lol.
So like our skins were super tanned burned.
My cheeks are red alr ):
Poor Jaslyn ! Hahaha.
Her face, arms nd back are so very red !

Then we had lunch/dinner at th foodcourt.
Korean food is love (:
Walked back to Whitesands for ice-cream.
Met into Alex there. Lol !
Dear Jaslyn, your bangala (loll) looks quite good now.
Matured as well. Haha.
Homed after.

I ate so much today ?
Cheese&hotdog pancake. Spicy beef soup set. Ice-cream.
Explode.

* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
must be a park
- guanwei says:
haha
- guanwei says:
not really a park la
- guanwei says:
its a carpark
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
HAHAHA !

They might give it a try than giving up.

My goodness. I should blog more often.
It's not like people would be interested in my blog.
But I'd have to maintain it to be up-to-date !

Went to CHC with Lester on Sunday.
Lol. Th first time there, pretty awkward ?
So like th both of us didn't really like it.
We went out twice to chat.
Bought poiful nd meiji choc jellybeans.
Who knows he'd meet his ex loll. Stuff.
Then we trained down to his house, nd then to town.

Thai green curry chicken set at Wisma (: Yumms.
Went into Th Balcony.
A very lovely bar !
Omfg ? There's a jacuzzi too.
It's like right smack in th middle at th outside.
I had this cocktail, 'Sex on th beach' ! Not bad.

Walked around before heading to his home again.
Bus-ed back to whitesands to meet Jaslyn (:
We've got much to catch up on. Hahaha.
Accompanied her to her bus stop before walking home.

So like yesterday was effing boring.
I stayed home th whole day.
Partly because I was lazy to get out of th house.
I did ironing. Omg it's alot nd mothers are a nag.
Chatted with cheryl bestie (:
We had this minor telepathy thing ? Lol.
Syy requested some songs too. My dear friend !

I did some housework again today.
Went down to town again !
Bought red yellow blue stuff. Haha.
Then walked around Heeren since it was raining.
Met into Guanwei nd Zs at Nydc (:
So nice to see them after so long.
Thnks for lending me th laptop ! Lol.

Walked to Fareast to get th new bites.
I love fried mars bars !
Th original cheese sausage ( with mash potato ) as well.
Other than those nd spicy calamari,
I've yet to try th others. Another time ! Heehee.
Bought a top at Blossomz on impulse.
Th salesgirl there was friendly (: Oh wells.

On th train heading home, Gw made me a rose !
So sweet ! Haha. Thnks ya ?
I've never seen one before (:
Who knows I can put it to use on Vday.
Since it's made of tissue. Lol.

Th song we shared keeps replaying in my head.

It's a Saturday ! Hahahah.
Had a tiff with my marmi just now luhh.
I always have moodswings.

Contented for th time being.
Had Korean spicy beef soup w/ rice for dinner.
I'VE BOUGHT TH MNG JEANS ALR !
(another item to take off from th list)
ND A NEW MNG TOP WITH PRETTY PRINTS !
Both new collection yanno. Hahahah.
Pray that th prices won't drop during th upcoming sales.

Oh nd did I mention about this.

Special right ? Lol. Huge chocolate box.
I'm making use of it to put my charms etc.

So anw. Bought coloured contacts yesterday.
Hazel brown (: I like.
Rushed home in th rain to get changed nd al.
Met up with Wieli at Cityhall. Haha embarrassing shiet.

Yes ! Let me introduce my xiaodi (:
17 this year (older than me yanno !)
Not bad right ? Quite cute lols.
So like we missed our stop nd ended up in Newton.
Trained back to Orchard go gaigai.
Went Fareast, dinner at ljs.
Then suddenly it started to pour heavily.
We got drenched despite my pink&purple umbrella. Lol.
Walked to Heeren, then al th way to Plaza Sing.
That's about it.

Ps. I want to get this hfone yanno !
Pretty right ? Haha.

So like I was chatting with my lovely friend (:
Gossiped. Laughed like shiet.
Smth about 'metrosexual' guys.

I've found HAPPINESS in my bag of GOLD ! (: says:
lol. one step closer to being a GAY man.
I've found HAPPINESS in my bag of GOLD ! (: says:
LOL !
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
LOLL

Chatted with Triton too (:

tri-ton says:
NATALIE LAI BEN DAN
tri-ton says:
is it?
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
TRITON WUI AH SAI
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
ryte ?
tri-ton says:
its triton wui chong ming (:
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
then i natalie erika lai tian cai

They got killed on th highway.

OMG.
Th new collection at Mng.
Grey super slim fit jeans at 90dollars.
I reserved mine though I havent tried th correct size (:

Dragged myself out of bed to th market nd 24hour.
Accompanied marmi to th temple at Kembangan.
After which we headed to Somerset.
At there, she left me by myself to rush off to her work.
Omfg ? Yes.
We were supposed to have at Centrepoint.
But she went away. How nice. No food.

Mng sales up to 70% ! Not bad haha.
So I bought a blue tube top for th CNY (:
Oh met up with Cindy at about 4.20pm ?
Fareast for my lovely calamari rings.
First bites of th day. Yumms.
Girlfriend nd I got a cardigan each at CottonCandy.
Mine's grey ! Hers is brown ! Haha.
Topshop up to 70% as well ! Lol.
Bought a blue basic spaghett.
Still th same price though.
Other colours, no more small sizes.
Went to get dinner for siter nd me before going back.
Drenched on th way home ):

[Edit]

Nvm. Just add.
I suppose it's so interesting to bad-mouth me.
Everything's so doubtful now.

Yes. I shall put th blame on myself.
Apologies on my part.
Because I'm a horrible bitch.
Alr there's people who think that.
I'm high maintainence (urh ?). I'm pessimistic.
I'm th cause to everything unwanted.
No worries it's alr al said directly to me.
No needing to talk behind my back.
NVM. JUST ADD ON.

It's just so difficult to trust people nowadays.
So like next time right.
I WON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOUR BFS OR GUY FRIENDS.
Even if they were th ones who asked me about you al.
I'll say nothing alr. Nothing more.
Don't tell me too much details nd etc.
In case I get into al this trouble again nd spoil my mood.
It's fucking shiet.

[/Edit]

I cried those black tears out.

Okay my right eye fucking hurts like shiet.
So like I've got to update fast nd take a rest or smth.

Relative's simple wedding last sunday.
I had to be th camera person taking pictures.
Ate alot from th buffet. Ahahah.
When it comes to food, I shall be crown th queen (:
I especially liked th kueh-pai-ti. Yumms.

Then parents dropped me off at town for self shopping.
So like I bought stuff on impulse. Rarrh.
Walked down to Fareast.
Popped by BeadsPassion for th swavroski crystals.

I got new pumps as well ! I think they're pretty enough (:
Then to Pull&Bear.
Bought Jayne's present alr. Lol.
Met Weilun for dessert at 24hour before heading home.

Chinatown th love at first sight !
So Weilun accompanied me there on Monday.
Bought more charms nd chains hahahah.
I've alr spent over 46bucks on them al ):
After which we went to Plaza Singapura for lunch at Yoshi.
Then we got free toys from th arcade loll.
I left to meet marmi after her work.
Had Sakae for dinner ! Super yummy.
Dad fetched us home from there.

Tuesday was stay-home-all-day.
Except for going to Central for alterations nd dinner out.
Other then that, it was boring.

Met up with Cindy today (:
Omfg I missed her like so much luhh.
At first it was so awkward right ? Lol.
Then we started talking SO LOUD in th train.
At least everything between us are clarified.
That's a good thing to know lol. Yes girlfriend ?

So we headed to town.
Didn't get anything there though.
But we had chicken rice at Fareast ! Haha.
Snapped alot of photos too.

Then we took prints at Heeren !
Th machine was nice but th timer was too quick.
Yet th pictures came out pretty nice (:

Trained back to Bugis for more shopping.
Bought clothes for th new year.
Nd yes, my eye started to hurt so badddd.
Went al teary nd pained. Sheesh.
She caught a flu al of a sudden as well.
A horrible way to end th day. Haha.
Went home after that.

Th black kitty cat came by our doorstep again.
I had to lead it back down to th void deck.
With a cooked fish ! Omg loll.
Marmi brought more food home for us. Yay.

2 items striked off from th list ! (:

So they never knew how close they were.

You know what accompanies me through th night now ?
Music. Perfect10 yet again after so long.
I woke up from Hinder's 'Lips Of An Angel'.

Went for th SP Open House with Jaslyn today.
Gx our tour guide was pretty nice (:
There was this HOT babe introducing to us stuff.
Her eyes were fixed on mine most of th time, serious. MELTT.
Met up with Jayne as well.
Went into groups with some other people.
A day's eye-candy. Lol.

"She's radioactive. So random and unstable."
Thnks Jaslyn for sharing.

Met into Felchy, Mel Swee, Lcz, Yinkhuan.
Angela said she saw me too.
Didn't get to say hi to her though ):
Have some courses in mind alr.
It'll al depend on my results then.

My mood is seriously like fuck now.
I need to get it off my chest, can't take it anymore.
Inside, I feel like screamingg tears.

I heard about some girl bad-mouthing me.
I was partly shocked it turned out to be you.
Yes, I supposed we've drifted.
But I never thought things will end up to this state.
Maybe I've done smth wrong or made mistakes.
Don't everybody ?
I have my flaws, no denial, so do you.

So maybe you're pleased or smth ?
That people are starting to misjudge me.
I've got nothing much to say. Really.
What are we now.

True friends won't do things to hurt each other.
I guess you just aren't one of them.
Even others kept insisting I trust you too much.
So much for being so close.

Because you won't understand how much it hurts.
Seriously.

* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
i missed you (:
* ; natalie . ♥ &screammmm says:
dont drift.
// ;shirleen. says:
I didnt. I wont. Never planned to.
// ;shirleen. says:
Misses.
At least my girl would stay by me.
You know I feel like keeping to myself alr.
I'm tired. Need my sleep soon.

It was just us holding hands in pretense.

I won't delete my previous blog (?).
It holds too much value.

Anw. I've forgot to post about my nyr.
Hahahaha. Yes, I made one on th 1st Jan.


Alright so I went out myself yesterday evening.
Chinatown is th new love ! (:
Pretty stuffs everywhere. Seriously.
Met up with Weilun to have dinner ! Yum yumms.

So like I did vacuuming, laundry, ironing.
Pay day, went with some work friends.
Omfg ? Th pay sucks.
Lunched with Kar yee at Bugis KFC.
Our counter's Iza is so pretty nd nice !
Then I went to do alterations for my denim skirt.
Lol. It's shorter now (:
Bought another skirt as well.
Then ate with Weilun again. Haha.

I've got Jaslyn her sexaye present !
Hope she likes it yanno.

I love HOTT girls.
But I can never be like them.
Just hopeful. Oh wells.

Girl. You're drifting away ):

Then she had her hands on my waist.

Everyone's been asking about th status of my blog.
Finally it's done.
I promised an entry with tonns of pictures (:
Ps. It's going to be extra long so I crammed most of them.
Pretty nice ! Here goes.

Flow! @ mos. Click here to view a peekture too !

Shopping with my girl in Town & Bugis. ALOT of shots !

Th Festive Season. After work at NBYN. Funny shots added. Etc.

At Jayne's Christmas Party ! I so love her cheese fillet. Yumms.

At Felchy's Christmas Party ! Get together with th girls.

On last Saturday. Clubbing @ Bumble beez with my favourite girls nd some outside friends.

Pretty good except for some random events (shall not elaborate).
New friends, free drinks, danced with them.
Nd with this group of HOTT guys (seriously) ! Right Jaslyn ? Haha.
I can never forget this as well - I accidentally kissed th hot girl. Omfg lol.
So urhh, cabbed home with Jaslyn (expensive fare luhh).
Back around 3.10am.

Ljs on last Sunday with Jaslyn nd Chuwen.
Caught 'Curse Of Th Golden Flower', nice settings.

Countdown for th New Year at Downtown was alright.
There was performance, nd then dancing with th girls till about 2am !
Thnks Melody for th ride home (:

Did I mention about this HOTT korean guy ?
Lee Junki. Hahahaha.
Was busy watching th Korean Awards on Monday afternoon.

Made salad for dinner.
Th next day I got nausea in th morning nd vomited.
Th worse thing was visiting th toilet thrice. Grotesque.

Tuesday was out at Parkway with family.
Depressed mood al of a sudden.
So like I didn't want ice-cream, didn't talk much.
Didn't want to change my hfone (she asked me if I wanted K800i)
Didn't want anything on impulse (dad wanted to get me smth).
Yesterday was back-to-school for them.
Maybe there's a little regret not going MI ?
Staying home th whole day on th laptop. Wasting my youth lol.

Okay. I've got no job currently ):
Quit th telemarketer alr. That's bad.
Ps. Want th pictures ? Add me online & request (:
Spent hours on everything. Omfg I'm so tired now.